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I wanna starve...

“Hello and welcome to my Tumblr. Here you probably won’t find any basic info about me like my name or what I usually like to do, but you absolutely will find all my deepest darkest secrets and emotions along with my body measurements”

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Арахисовая паста под вечер сломала всё, но я не словила КП, а это уже победа

Things no one (almost) say to you about an ED:

You WILL BE eating more than ever

There is no such thing as being satisfied with your body or diet plan or anything else

There is more to it than eating or fasting.

You hate your body, you hate the needs of your body, you hate yourself, you hate any kind of food, you hatehatehatehate

Eating disorders are so frickin time consuming

You can forget about doing good/okay in school or work

Actually, you can forget about having some kind of nOrMaL life at all

It HURTS

Moreover, it hurts not just you, but also everybody you love

60% that you won't even get skinnier

EDs are mostly GROSS

No one will help you, if YOU don't take at least a little bit of action

And that's gonna be fuckin hard, trust me.

This is a disease, not a hobby

All the food that you love, crave, enjoy - all of it - will lose its flavors

You don't want to have an eating disorder.

Это красиво наверное...

me: I’m emotional me: *blocks myself*

Очень интересно возвращаться сюда сейчас. Я в 11 классе. У меня егэ. Я уже невывожу, а мой воспаленный мозг ко всему ещё и говорит, что я жирная. Блять.

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Вечером произошёл взлом жепы (КП)

"Don't waste ur calories on unhealthy food" "Don't drink your calories" "Don't do this or that"

Bitch I have an eating disorder, mind your business and let me consume the small amount of calories I allow myself to have in the way that makes me want to kill myself the least