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Old art for the ace zine

Me every time...

I'm aroace and since I was 16 this situation happens... I also started to identify as agender and xenogender since June 2023.

(I'm okay with all pronouns in all languages but not "it/its" cause I'm a living being, a person, not an object).

But I haven't told anyone about those two bc I don't have close ppl and I don't trust anyone either and I know no one will defend me or anything.

Every time I say that I'm aroace, it's always the same thing with allos ppl (queer or not).

It's soooo annoying ! The worst thing is that I explain this to them but they can't remember the definitions and/or only remember one orientation out of 2 !! 🤬

It pisses me off and infuriate me so bad !! 💀

Shout out to the queer ppl who have to explain their identity every time they tell someone (even other queer people) because nobody knows what the hell that is

the lights are bright, the booze is plentiful yet the thirst is still very real ;)

[mr.brightside playing from another room]

Flames (Part 2)

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(Spade Pirate Sabo AU Masterpost)

Tage to the rescue!! To answer the one person who asked if they would get to share the devil fruit power, hopefully this answers that :) only the first person who takes a bite of the fruit gets the power, so only Ace would drown in water.

So remember when I said this would be a 2 parter?? it’s now panning out to look a bit more like 3 or 4 parts maybe. Originally this was planned to be 10 pages but even with the hiatus I couldn’t finish coloring on time so you get the first half for now and the next half next week :) I think I have like,,, 35 tracked hours on this chapter now lmao

But since I’ve got lineart for the next half already done hopefully next week’s chapter will go quickly and I can build a small buffer and start to work on the week after. Do have some other AUs and thoughts in the works other than this comic but also internship has begun so it is back to the grind again until August

I will try my best to keep this updated weekly but depending on motivation and time I might have to start doing biweekly updates if I want to work on other art as well :/ but I’ll keep you guys posted! Thanks for your patience!!

I'm glad and it comforts me that you're one of the ace ppl who enjoy school and who haven't been too annoyed or be in this kind of situation that made you uncomfortable ! 💞

If only it was possible to leave and get away from the person when we're in a classroom (for example)... I have always said that I'm aroace and sex-repulsed with the ppl I was hanging out with and close to. Always. But it comes back to the fact that they forgot or invisibilized (involuntarily or voluntarily...) and told me about their sex life... (I hate them so much it's crazy !)

WHILE I HAD JUST SHARED AND SAID MY BOUNDARIED AND WHAT SUBJECTS BOTHERED ME OR THAT I DON'T LIKE/HATE !

Positive point : I have cut ties for a long time with my former college/ high school classmates with whom I hung out.

I'm well aware that some allos ppl are not comfortable talking about this kind of subject but unfortunately I was surrounded by many horny asf ones, from college to high school + post high school... I still hope to be surrounded by ppl, allos or non-allos, with whom to hang out, are benevolent and understanding towards me and other living beings !

Anyway, it warms my heart that you're surrounded by caring and supportive friends ! Really. 😊

Also, I hope to meet an aroace person (or somewhere on both spectrums), that I could consider as a friend, with whom we would share the same interests and values or even be in a queer platonic relationship whith !

(I unfortunately have specific and high criteria to the point of no longer being able to consider a classmate as a friend -not for lack of having tried several times but I no longer can. Thanks traumas lol :/)

I agree with you, unfortunately aphobia (+ morons, and still I weigh my words !! 🤬) is too present everywhere and this is one of the reasons why I prioritize the aro and ace community in the queer community and hate allos ppl... and I know it’s stupid asf and disrespectful but the allonormative society has always pissed me off.

Sorry I talk too much about my life and must pass for a person who only complains lol. X)

It makes me happy to read that someone shares the same feeling as me. By the way, happy pride month !

Ps : I hope my english is not too disgusting and incomprehensible to read. ^^'

I had the reflection not long ago of why I was uncomfortable at school (regardless of grade level) apart from stress because of the oral to pass and being an introverted person :

Being aroace and have to stay stuck a whole damn day surrounded by allos pp horny asf and who will not understand me, who tell me about their s€x life (at what point do you think it’s fckin normal to talk about it as if it was a banal and interesting subject ?? Wtf ???💀) without taking into account whether it made me uncomfortable or not (I think they didn’t give a shit because it didn’t come to their mind, those dumbass...).

Being surrounded by queer pp but none of them had defended me when I had received acephobia from a straight guy one day and only watched the scene without saying anything. The fact that most of them with whom I hung out invisibilized or even forgot my aromantism by remembering only my asexuality (bitches I'm aroace dammit. I’m both. Not one or the other !) and couldn't remember or didn't know the definition of being aro or ace.

But the worst I would say is that by dint of receiving arophobia and acephobia in about twenty years in the face, as an angry person by nature and who doesn't appreciate disrespectful pp etc, I became allophobe...

But let’s be clear : I don’t hate all allos pp ! Even if I speak in general, be aware that : generality =/= globality !

I know that some of them are decent, respectful and open-minded and these are the pp I appreciate ! Unfortunately, I have never met someone like that before. Maybe one day...

So to return to the subject :

Am I the only aroace person to be uncomfortable at school ??

It's a bit rough sorry and sorty again if my english is bad, it's not my native language but I hope you will understand the essential !

luffy dealing with grumpy people and difficult children later like “🤪 worked on ace every time, i got this”

stinky

we're a villain school, of course we got a pocket sized version of our family.

nom

Malleus

🐉 CLEAN VERSION 🐉

TWISTED WONDERLAND X HSR

thank you all once again for the super fun magma session ❤️

Drawing two characters together is really hard but I liked most of these poses so hoping i can flesh them out more !!

Sakamaki Mansion in Real Life (HCS)

Front Entrance

A completely isolated and hidden Manor

Archers of land

The forest surrounds it.

Miles away from town.

This home is very old, in a drama cd I believe Reiji stated that something (I think it was a couch) a piece of furniture was gifted to them in the 1800s? I believe that was the year. Overall if the item was giften then that would mean that the house is older or just as old. ( I don't remember all the details I could be wrong but I know the house is over 100 years old.)

Rose Garden + Courtyard

An endless rose garden built into a maze

Statues of beautiful feminine figures, who not surprisingly were once brides as well.

Another hobby of Kanatos when using magic

Have a cemetery of their own, some bodies were buried but they have no headstones.

They also have a Mausoleum in the show if no one noticed. It's where Shu was reading a book in S1.

Interior

a grand staircase

it has a lot of stairs and many rooms such as a music room, library, game room, etc.

empty but grand long halls.

very easy to get lost

There rooms are all spread out from each other.

Underground

If you've played the games or read the game translations you obviously know about the dungeon and torture rooms which exhisted.

In the anime you can also see that there are hidden tunnels in the manor as well.

Some with water running through them

This is where some dirty work has been done in the past.

I'm also not surprised if brides are brought here as punishment.

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˗ˏˋ 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 ˎˊ˗ ©𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟔~Present

ppl who are aphobic are really pathetic lmao

you’re mad that nobody wants to fuck you so you project onto someone who chooses not to fuck?

you’re mad that others aren’t romantically attracted to you so you project onto someone who chooses not to be romantic?

okay suck it up buttercup cuz we really don’t want you either 💃

those aus where luffy is ten years younger

ghost reunion a bit too early

シキアキで男子校バレンタイン by Kozu

hes fun to draw

WHERE IS THE TOGAINU NO CHI FANDOM ???

FRANCOPHONE OR ANGLOPHONE PLEASE ???

I FEEL LONELY LMAO 😭😭😭

I must be one of the few people in the fandom who loves Shiki... (not his actions in the bad endings ofc -especially the first bad ending in the first game...- 💔)

That's your stinky child now.

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This is very silly, I apologize~ Like many of my other doodles, this is probably an AU where Luffy has parents who raise him (at least for a while?).

I'm not good at drawing comics/ sequential art - both consistency and transitions between panels aren't my forte, but I hope you can still follow along! I also hope Dadan is somewhat recognizable in my style.

I might be coming back to this for edits to fix some of the inconsistencies since Crocodile looks different in each panel *lol*

pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual

im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out

HES RIGHT BEHIND ME ISN'T HE.

orig audio (with timestamp)

I had the reflection not long ago of why I was uncomfortable at school (regardless of grade level) apart from stress because of the oral to pass and being an introverted person :

Being aroace and have to stay stuck a whole damn day surrounded by allos pp horny asf and who will not understand me, who tell me about their s€x life (at what point do you think it’s fckin normal to talk about it as if it was a banal and interesting subject ?? Wtf ???💀) without taking into account whether it made me uncomfortable or not (I think they didn’t give a shit because it didn’t come to their mind, those dumbass...).

Being surrounded by queer pp but none of them had defended me when I had received acephobia from a straight guy one day and only watched the scene without saying anything. The fact that most of them with whom I hung out invisibilized or even forgot my aromantism by remembering only my asexuality (bitches I'm aroace dammit. I’m both. Not one or the other !) and couldn't remember or didn't know the definition of being aro or ace.

But the worst I would say is that by dint of receiving arophobia and acephobia in about twenty years in the face, as an angry person by nature and who doesn't appreciate disrespectful pp etc, I became allophobe...

But let’s be clear : I don’t hate all allos pp ! Even if I speak in general, be aware that : generality =/= globality !

I know that some of them are decent, respectful and open-minded and these are the pp I appreciate ! Unfortunately, I have never met someone like that before. Maybe one day...

So to return to the subject :

Am I the only aroace person to be uncomfortable at school ??

It's a bit rough sorry and sorty again if my english is bad, it's not my native language but I hope you will understand the essential !

Once I saw a comment on a instagram post about the ace, aro spectrums that said approximately :

"For me, all characters in any fictional universe are aroace until they show romantic and/or sexual attraction and I headcanon them as aroace/are part of both spectrums."

AND I AGREE WITH THIS PERSON IT'S SO OBVIOUS !

RESPECT ALL ASPEC IDENTITIES EVEN IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEM

Get this message onto everyone’s dash rn

"but aces and aros can be in relationships"

Yes, I know that, but do YOU know that aces and aros in relationships are still aces and aros? Do you internalize that? Are you aware that we don't just suddenly turn straight, or gay or anything else?

Yes, even demis

Are you aware that a sex repulsed asexual will still be sex repulsed even in a relationship, and so, might never fuck you?

Are you aware that a romance repulsed aro will still be romance repulsed even in a seemingly normative relationship and might not like doing typical romantic gestures and activities?

Are you aware that a sex neutral or positive asexual might not actually be sexually attracted to you at all even if they do fuck you?

Are you aware that a romance neutral or positive aro might not actually be romantically into you even if they are comfortable with typical romantic gestures?

Are you aware that our identities are just as permanent as yours?

Garp being the proud father he is

don't worry Dadan keeps their pics save

A thought for the masses obsessed with One Piece: I know it has probably be analysed to death, but when Ace is trying to kill Whiteboard, he's trying to kill a father. To inact his patricide tendencies on the closest image of Roger he could find.

He didn't go after Big Mom or Kaido, no he laser focused on WB like there was no tomorrow and no other option. Just all his pent up out of puberty violence, all his juvenile impulses that he pushed down for the majority of his adolescence in favour of growing up with Luffy and training to be a pirate, all of his furious rage suddenly having a target.

WB looms larger than life, stronger than any man, seemingly immortal, surviving from a generation full of demon, a leviathan.

Around him his crew but he dub them all his family, his sons, and isn't that fucking funny ? The bestest fucking joke of the fucking grand line. That guy over there just, playing pretend.

And Ace, ragefull, vengeful ( jealous) Ace, full of himself goes after him.

just watched ace in wano & read some novel spoilers and i already understood why so many people showed up at marineford for him. not just because he’s in wb’s crew and is roger’s son. if this life gives me such an warm-hearted soft sweet sunshine i would also protect him at all costs.

and just think about it. then you’ll realize why sabo was so important. because that warm polite sweet sunshine and caring protective brother everyone loves would never exist without sabo. and luffy, but sabo was the reason why ace paid attention to luffy from the very first start. ofc ace is nice by nature. but sabo was the one who brought that nature out. the only one could see the kindness in the 5yo son of the pirate king was sabo and he brought it out for everyone to see what he saw.

ace and luffy are everyone’s sunshine. sabo’s not - he’s strong-minded, making schemes and plot - he’s the chief of staff anyways, even feral and cunning and cruel. but he’s sunshines’ sunshine. he’s both sunshine creator and sunshine protector.

oh and my delulu brain can’t stop imagining possessive sabo smirking at ace’s pursuers “oh ye you like him? know him more than i do? are you sure? i made him. i made the person you like today. what make you think there’s a slightest chance he will choose you over me?”