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* ━━━━━━━━━━━━ @warender: ‘ you’re getting sloppy. ’ !!!
GLOVED KNUCKLES SKIM AIR — deliberate, restrained. She could end this if she wanted to, could drive Yana down into the dust like an afterthought. Instead, she lets the former widow dance along the frayed edges of her patience.
The words land harder than any strike. Something coils in Yeliza’s chest — pride, or perhaps the restless thing curled beneath her skin, thrumming to be unleashed. A grin cuts across her mouth, thin and wolfish. Fine. If that’s the game Yana wanted to play.
The next strike comes faster, knuckles grazing ribs with just enough force to leave a memory. “ Careful, ” she scoffs as her posture squares back up, “ poke the beast too many times and you might just get bitten. ”
「 RP MEME : SPARRING / TRAINING . 」 * change pronouns as needed .
‘ let’s go again. ’
‘ i’m not done yet. ’
‘ you’re focusing too much with your left/right foot. ’
‘ here, try it again. ’
‘ steady your breathing. ’
‘ you’re getting better. ’
‘ you’re getting sloppy. ’
‘ show me what you’ve got. ’
‘ too slow. ’
‘ you’re moving too fast! ’
‘ watch me first. ’
‘ no, hold the gun/staff like this. ’
‘ straighten your posture. ’
‘ am i too stiff? ’
‘ i’m don’t think i’m getting this. ’
‘ it’s six am. it’s time to train. ’
‘ i don’t need your help. ’
‘ i can train by myself, thanks. ’
‘ i’m just trying to help you. ’
‘ that’s right. let it all out. ’
‘ you’re letting your emotions control you. ’
‘ clear your mind. ’
‘ we’re done for today. ’
‘ good job out there. ’
‘ i think you’re already better than me. ’
‘ no offense. you’re good, but you’ll never be better than me. ’
‘ stretch first, then we’ll get started. ’
‘ wait for my word, then throw the first punch. ’
‘ teach me that move. ’
‘ i want to learn from you. ’
‘ focus! ’
Just a quick clarification for anyone writing or plotting with me — Yes, Yeliza did marry her universe’s Bucky Barnes and they did a daughter together (RIP). That said, she fully understands that every Bucky variant is different, with their own unique backgrounds, experiences, and lives. She doesn’t see any of them as a replacement for her husband, and they definitely aren’t automatically shipped just because of who he was to her. There’s so much more room for different dynamics between them, depending on the story we build together!
⋆。‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧。⋆ 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐭
❝ i’m fine. just... blurry. ❞
❝ how long have i been awake? ❞
❝ i’m not even tired anymore. that’s the scary part. ❞
❝ sorry, what were you saying? i spaced out. ❞
❝ do my eyes look as bad as they feel? ❞
❝ i swear i just blinked. was that a nap? ❞
❝ i think my thoughts are melting. ❞
❝ caffeine is basically my blood type at this point. ❞
❝ i can’t tell if i’m hallucinating or dreaming with my eyes open. ❞
❝ i should sleep. but if i stop, i’m afraid i won’t start again. ❞
❝ don’t let me fall asleep here. seriously. ❞
❝ i’m running on fumes and bad decisions. ❞
❝ every time i close my eyes, it feels like i’m falling. ❞
❝ i forgot what rested feels like. ❞
❝ if i sleep, i’ll miss everything. ❞
❝ i’m too tired to be mad… so congrats, i guess. ❞
❝ i can’t think straight. not with this fog in my head. ❞
❝ my body’s here, but the rest of me checked out hours ago. ❞
❝ sleep is a luxury i can’t afford right now. ❞
❝ i think i’m dreaming. wait... am i dreaming? ❞
❝ my nightmares are waiting for me. i’d rather stay awake. ❞
❝ i need to rest, but resting feels like surrender. ❞
❝ there’s no peace when i close my eyes. ❞
❝ i’m scared to sleep. i’m scared of what’s waiting in the dark. ❞
❝ i can’t stop. if i do, everything falls apart. ❞
❝ don’t ask if i’m okay—just lie with me for a little while. ❞
❝ i didn’t mean to snap. i’m just... so tired. ❞
❝ sleep doesn’t help anymore. it just delays the crash. ❞
❝ the world feels louder when you haven’t slept. ❞
❝ i’m unraveling, thread by thread. ❞
❝ every second awake feels like it’s clawing at my brain. ❞
❝ i’m afraid if i close my eyes, you’ll be gone when i wake up. ❞
❝ i’ve been running on survival mode for too long. ❞
❝ this isn’t living, this is drifting. ❞
❝ sometimes being awake hurts less than the dreams. ❞
❝ i don’t know if i’m tired or if i’m just... done. ❞
❝ my thoughts keep looping like a broken record. ❞
❝ i keep thinking maybe i’ll rest when it’s all over. ❞
❝ i can’t sleep. not when you’re still hurting. ❞
❝ i keep waiting for morning, but it never comes. ❞
❝ my body aches like grief. ❞
❝ i’m holding on. barely. ❞
❝ i’m so tired, i forgot why i started this. ❞
hello everyone !! it's been so nice to be welcomed back so. warmly. While I work on updating Eliza's blog here are just some key points for now:
Created in Soviet labs underground Russia during the 1980s as part of a KGB experiment.
Infused with a symbiote organism, she is a symbiote-hybrid.
Originally trained and used as a spy and assassin for the Soviet Union.
Accidentally triggered a symbiote apocalypse during her teenage years, leading to the collapse of her original world.
During the apocalypse, she fell in love with her worlds Bucky Barnes, and the two had a daughter together.
Bucky and their daughter eventually died during a raid.
Over 90 years of survival, she engineered a dimension-hopping device to escape her ruined reality.
Shapeshifting thanks to her symbiote Eliza can alter appearance, form weapons, mimic others.
Bulletproof and stab-proof — her symbiote forms a protective armour layer.
Skilled marksmanship - prefers to use guns over her symbiote
Possesses enhanced strength, speed, reflexes, and endurance.
Can regenerate from injuries at an accelerated rate.
Does not age like a normal human, giving her near-immortality.
Uses her gadget to travel between universes, hunting down symbiote experiments the government has hidden.
Her goal is to eliminate threats before another apocalypse can begin in another reality.
Often works alone, operating in the shadows, sometimes collaborating when a mission demands it.
Yeliza doesn't wear lip gloss and only wears lipstick on some occasions, but uses strawberry flavored lip balm daily
English isn’t Yeliza’s first language, so when she insults people, it’s strangely creative. Instead of swearing, she once called Tony a "malfunctioning toaster," Peter a "discount action figure," and Bucky a "sentient brick." Her deadpan delivery makes it even funnier — and somehow more brutal. Actual cursing ?? Only in Russian.
Jodie Comer being photographed for Variety (September 2019)
Håltimme (Short) | Jan Halldoff | 1964
(Bo Halldoff), Karin Stenbäck
Yeliza is ordering pizza, what does your muse want ??
@kobikd liked this for a small thing
“ sometimes we kill parts of ourselves in order to survive. ” a shrug of her shoulder, expression guarded, but unrepentant. all the things her training had prepared her for, and this wasn’t one of them. But still, her posture relaxes as she pushes a coffee towards the other. “ you must be hungry ... I'm afraid I haven't got anything prepared but help yourself to anything you find ”
@strcys liked this for a small thing
“ what makes you think i have any knowledge of his current whereabouts ?? but be my guest. ” brows furrow as she leans back into her seat as green eyes watch the other.
@espercr liked this for a small thing
“ i was wondering when you were going to wake up. ” cautious in name only, green eyes peer at the other from beneath long lashes, head tilting to the side. “ don’t move, you’re going to pull at the stitches. ”
Because we know in the comics she's in and out of stasis for near 21 years only being let out for assignments/assassinations and experimental procedures. I am convinced they are talking about project: changeling
When melina talks about a project in conjuction with the winter soldier project and she mentions about a brain being dissected and reconstructed and I can't help but imagine how that was Yelizaveta
I often think about how the KGB controlled Eliza, and it wasn’t easy. She was dangerous even when she was young — incredibly smart && unpredictable if they didn’t keep her in check. So, they put an inhibitor in the base of her spine, hidden so deep you’d need surgery to even find it. If she ever tried to mess with it, it would hit her with electric shocks bad enough to drop her instantly.
And that still wasn’t enough for them. When they sent her out on missions, she wore a stealth suit — all tactical and black, with a mask akin to the winter soldier’s. But the real kicker was the earpiece within the mask. they built in a micro sonic cannon, and if she ever disobeyed, they could trigger it remotely and knock her out before she even knew what was happening.
but the thing is, she didn’t often need controlling. Eliza grew up inside four walls. She was trained to be loyal to Russia before she even knew what loyalty meant. These were more precautions a means to control the beast within.
i need . . . undercover mission threads
Anytime someone mentions that she can't kill because they think she has some 'morality' thing going on, I just roll my eyes. Like, bold of anyone to assume that Eliza actually needs to go on some long emotional journey whenever she kills someone. OKAY sure, she doesn't necessarily always use … lethal force, especially when she is working with the Avengers, it's not her call to make. She doesn't lose sleep over the killing. But if she's working alone ?? Then you better say your prayers, and she just might make it quick.
What makes Eliza such an efficient assassin, training and abilities aside - there is part of her that enjoys the hunt sometimes smiling while her target struggles to fight her.
In and out of stasis until she was 21. Between helping train widows in the red room and her own assignments/assassinations and upgrades. Really does something to a girl.
@spidrclone liked this for a small thing
a shrug of her shoulder, expression guarded, but unrepentant. “ if i wanted him dead, he would have been dead. this is sloppy work. ”
Eyes watching the movement of the other, she notes the furrowing brow. She understands, akin. they are both a product of war. beneath their skin, the trenches run deep, filled with blood and mud. A potent brew at the back of the tongue; war tastes the same no matter who fights it.
Sharp inhale, cold wind settles within lungs. Trust doesn't come easy yet something nestled between the others words allows Eliza to relax. Posture softens a little, shoulders lowering. “ hmm ” a beat, “ okay, good ... but I will ask you something then. If you weren't following the rumours of a monster that resides up here ... then why are you here ?? ” russian lit drips from her words as she leans back into her seat, curiosity raises a brow towards the other. If the pale blonde wasn't looking for the dormant beast within then what ... Lips twitch into a smile --------- still unsteady, still unsure --------- “ look, you're welcome to spend the night. I have supplies. Take what you need but I will need you gone by the morning ”
whatever they told you , it’s a lie .
❝ I'm getting so tired of hearing those words. ❞ Mumbled mostly to herself. Under her breath in a thick accent that can be recognized anywhere. She used to be more cautious about it. Better at masking the accent. ( she gave up on that when it became less of a problem. ) Pale blonde head turns to look over her shoulder to @spybiote. Her brow furrowed , as if trying to read and animals behavior. Maybe that was what she was doing. ( maybe that was simply what she had done by default for so long. ) She's ready to hear her out at least. She of all people would know what that's like. ❝ Я последний человек, которого вам нужно в этом убеждать. ❞ It's not cruel. Not angry. But serious. The only mode she seemed to have anymore. There had been a time when that face lit up bright as fresh winter snow. Now it only wore expressions of caution , and exhaustion. ❝ We don't have to talk about it. I won't ask questions. ❞
private, indie, selective, E L I Z A V E T A O S B O R N, M A Y H E M “ the reason i tell that story is that history mustn’t forget that i’m the bad guy” of marvel comics earth 982 && 616. heavily headcanon based with some mcu influences. W E B B E D B Y Y A M , mid-20s , she/they. A S T U D Y O N: loss of innocent , ptsd && the darkness within
what is your muses favourite dinner to cook ?? 'liza wants to know
hello everyone !! it's been so nice to be welcomed back so. warmly. While I work on updating Eliza's blog here are just some key points for now:
Created in Soviet labs underground Russia during the 1980s as part of a KGB experiment.
Infused with a symbiote organism, she is a symbiote-hybrid.
Originally trained and used as a spy and assassin for the Soviet Union.
Accidentally triggered a symbiote apocalypse during her teenage years, leading to the collapse of her original world.
During the apocalypse, she fell in love with her worlds Bucky Barnes, and the two had a daughter together.
Bucky and their daughter eventually died during a raid.
Over 90 years of survival, she engineered a dimension-hopping device to escape her ruined reality.
Shapeshifting thanks to her symbiote Eliza can alter appearance, form weapons, mimic others.
Bulletproof and stab-proof — her symbiote forms a protective armour layer.
Skilled marksmanship - prefers to use guns over her symbiote
Possesses enhanced strength, speed, reflexes, and endurance.
Can regenerate from injuries at an accelerated rate.
Does not age like a normal human, giving her near-immortality.
Uses her gadget to travel between universes, hunting down symbiote experiments the government has hidden.
Her goal is to eliminate threats before another apocalypse can begin in another reality.
Often works alone, operating in the shadows, sometimes collaborating when a mission demands it.
𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝚈 𝙵𝙰𝚅𝙴: 𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙴𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊 ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ ɴᴇᴛꜰʟɪx ꜱʜᴏᴡ ꜱ1 x ᴇ4: ʀᴇᴜɴɪᴏɴꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴜɴᴇʀᴀʟꜱ
listen . . . eliza really is a cryptid. hear me out. from afar, there is nothing special about her: your eyes do not linger, almost as if compelled to look away, to forget her. it’s only up close, and when she allows you to, that you find out there is something . . . different about her. she’s almost too beautiful --------- the way she carries herself is effortless, like her body doesn’t react to things the way bodies should. it’s the blink and you miss it kinda thing, a weird reflection in ice blue eyes, a smile with too many teeth, fangs sharp and ready. your body knows she is danger before your mind does.
Are you always like this?
Top 10 Kills from Killing Eve (as voted by me) — #8 Anton
after 700+ hrs on the sims I have just learnt how to make residential places public and I've made a really cool public pool 😌
I'll work on more replies and starters later but imma play on the sims for a bit you can also catch me on disco @ russian_hannah_montana