The Folk Of The Air: A Summary

Missing twilight 🥺

Mood: Bella Swan

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“You raised Livvy for you, not for her or anyone else. You knew the damage it might do. You only thought of yourself. I wish— I wish I’d never known you—”

-Queen of Air and Darkness

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// Jude and Cardan

@hollyblack

Matthew*flinging himself into a chair*: I wanna punch something.

James: Why? What happened?

Matthew: Why can't I just be angry at the world?

James: ...

Matthew: I just saw that rat Alistair.

William Owen Herondale, lovable bisexual bastard

Herongraystairs on valentine's Day

Will: Tessa are you free tomorrow?

Tessa*thinking what's tomorrow*: Oh yeah I totally am. Sure.

Will: Good. Be ready at 7. Wear something red and dangerous.

Tessa*blushing*: Okay.

*Later*

Will: Jem what are you doing tomorrow?

Jem: Nothing. Why?

Will: You and I my friend, are going to a party tomorrow. Wear something dashing.

Jem: We are? Where?? Are we taking Tessa?

Will*winks*: Be ready at seven.

*Next Day*

Jem: Hey Tessa, you look amazing.

Tessa: Thanks Jem. So do you.

Jem: Are you ready to go to the party. I wonder where Will is.

Tessa*confused*: Party? Will didn't say anything about a party.

Will*coming out of his room in bathrobe*: Oh look at you both you look so good together.*wipes his eyes dramatically*

Jem: Why aren't you ready yet. It's seven.

Will: Tsk tsk you two are so naïve. Here take these tickets. I booked the restraunt for you two. Go have fun.

*Jem and tessa looking at each other in confusion.*

Tessa: No we are not going without you. You will come or we aren't going at all.

Jem: Tessa is right. Come with me let's get you dressed.

Will*hugs them both*: I love you both so much.

Tessa*smiling*: We know.

Jem: Don't cry on my suit Will!!

*All three laugh*

*Will coming into the institute visibly soaked*

Jem: What happend Will? Why are you wet?

Will*fuming in anger*: A duck threw me into the river.

Tessa: But how can a duck do that?

Will: That hateful creature came upto me and said quack and I absolutely know that it was threatening me.

Jem: But again why are you wet?

Will: I jumped into the river after that obviously.

*Stomping away, muttering*

Bloodthirsty little beast. Never trust a duck!

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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