Strawberryisokaj - ♡

Me working hard on things that i desperately want to achive and then someone else appears gets it, by doing the bare minimun. That wakes up my monstrous anger and frustration

Puppy want a fucking break

what's your fav song from the smiths ??

Aahh, idk😭😭😭 i feel like rn is Stop me if you think you've heard this one before. But i love a lot of their songs <33. What's yours?

idk why i made this i just love ibuprofen

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Woman with Distorted Mind and Man with distorted Heart.

I got this idea when I looked at a viral bloody wedding dress on internet. The placements of the bloods are adjusted though.

₊˚⊹♡ silly Fyodor facts!

disclaimer: sources of these are mostly bsd wan, mayoi, official guide books + interviews! more will be added with time!

❥ he's a scorpio [born on november 11th]!

❥ he's very indulgent when it comes to entertaining, for example, Nikolai; playing along when there's a game, and even playfully outsmarting Nikolai -> joking around while remaining a neutral expression

❥ he struggles with writing in Japanese, katakana especially [including his own name. help. cutie.]

❥ he bites his nails and fingers

❥ he got lost at a big train station and was upset about not catching his following train in time. </3

❥ he has a flower-shaped lamp on his desk!

❥ when shibusawa threatened to cry if they wouldn't wear the team outfits he put together, fyodor and dazai complied <3

❥ sellers pressured him into buying and eating roasted chestnuts..

❥ he likes sushi, ice cream, hamburger steak without egg and chinese food!

❥ he hacked the sushi restaurant's order system for his order to arrive faster..

❥ he owns a book named "Frequently Used Japanese"

❥ he has the tendency to silently stare.. [for example at poe, who got anxious in response]

❥ occasionally, he takes things very literally and responds accoddingly

[poe: if i were to breathe this air akin to broth boiling at the bottom of a hellish cauldron, i might get poisoned.

fyodor: to me it seems like there is plenty of room to breathe.

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nikolai: w- wait, what? you're really giving me something? is this some sort of illusion?

fyodor: no, it is not.]

❥ he enjoys listening to classical music and views it as a reward after a long day

❥ he prays every night before going to sleep

❥ he's fond of long hair on others and likes touching and braiding it, and tying it up

❥ he likes pretty people

❥ he's lonely and is aware that there's no one who supports him, to the point of saying "I am always alone. That is fine by me. Has been, and always will be."

❥ he wishes for the world to be filled with people "pure of heart"

❥ he would gift you a country for valentines day!

❥ he's anemic and describes himself as unhealthy

❥ he plays the cello and the erhu

❥ he claims he hardly feels any appetite [though he seems to like indulging in different kinds of food nonetheless; this might be him forgetting to eat on occasion rather than not liking eating?]

❥ he likes to have jam with his tea

❥ when asked to compare himself to a colour, he said "the white of the snow of my hometown"

❥ his biggest wish [and new year's wish!] is peace for humanity and blessings for the children

❥ he enjoys a dark and gloomy atmosphere and the nighttime scenery

❥ he, at times, braids strands of his hair, or puts it into a small bun or ponytail

❥ occasionally, he drinks red wine

❥ sometimes, he has a bit of a go-with-the-flow attitude; “Well, if Shibusawa-kun is happy, then I'm happy. I'm his friend, after all.”

❥ when he got the opportunity to, he wanted to try on a kimono; he's interested in different cultures

red string of fate