all is not lost and grief is needed in order to heal.
ive been trying to make myself all put together and healed up when i havent even done the first step yet which is grieving, ive been putting it off for so long but the reality is that healing does not come without intense emotional releases and i had no idea that i was damaging myself by not allowing myself to process it all, now that i did that today it is very much tiring but its so much more better than staying in an anxious and low state all the time. all is well !! and i believe i will get better and love myself more each and everyday
its really hard to admit that i let someone treat me like i was less than and believed it but also the fact that i saw myself as less deserving, i dont want to be hateful at my past self so all i can do is love and let go no matter how long it takes to do so,, i'll def be sleeping with a clear mind and come to the acceptance of that pain
but i also finished my kuromi lego set today !! look it >
looking forward to spring flowers so much like the trees are still pretty bare but i know soon they will be full of green and blossom and there will be lots of lovely flowers
The greatest element that helped me understand what I needed the most, was to make safety my top priority in everything I wanted. Safe in my space, safe in my thoughts, safe in my autonomy, and safe in the people around me who can honor myself just as much as I can honor them.
Sennen Cove, Cornwall, England
me and my friend like to wear spider suits every thursday to motivate ourselves because thursday is our longest college day
My friends and I used to do this thing where we'd dress up on a theme and go do something totally normal.
We dressed up as pirates and went bowling.
We dressed as vikings and went to the grocery store. The security guard told us we had to move our longship because it was illegally parked.
We dressed as Romans and went to Blockbuster. The staff chanted, "toga! Toga! Toga!" at us.
We dressed up all steampunk and went to the museum. Tourists kept taking our picture.
Ilka Hartmann - Leah with the Scythe (1974)
rudiment
*forgets to message back* *forgets to check notifications* *forgets to look through bookmarks* *forgets to check reminders* *forgets to check out [insert content] that i said i would* *forgets to take my phone off do not disturb* *forgets to
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