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૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა 08/02/24

all is not lost and grief is needed in order to heal.

ive been trying to make myself all put together and healed up when i havent even done the first step yet which is grieving, ive been putting it off for so long but the reality is that healing does not come without intense emotional releases and i had no idea that i was damaging myself by not allowing myself to process it all, now that i did that today it is very much tiring but its so much more better than staying in an anxious and low state all the time. all is well !! and i believe i will get better and love myself more each and everyday

its really hard to admit that i let someone treat me like i was less than and believed it but also the fact that i saw myself as less deserving, i dont want to be hateful at my past self so all i can do is love and let go no matter how long it takes to do so,, i'll def be sleeping with a clear mind and come to the acceptance of that pain

but i also finished my kuromi lego set today !! look it >

your face has been carefully constructed, perfectly arranged. the curve of your hips and slope of your lips, the pull of your eyelids, the slightest dip in your back, they’ve been drawn through generations like a single red string to end up with you. in a way you carry the faces of your ancestors, and that alone—the fact that you are you, the fact that you’re what millions of years have brought forward—makes you worthy of life. you don’t have to be or do anything more, you don’t have to earn your breaths or heartbeats. you’re already meant to be.

oh to be them 🌸

Pre-menstrual depression is always depicted as like "He He! I had a box of icecream bars and cried while watching the Titanic!" But in reality, it's more like, "I'm standing the edge of an abyss. There is nothing good inside of me, I'm filled with rage and desperation."

It's crazy that being told how to deal with that is never a part of anyone's menstrual sex education.

so ummm welcome to my jar:) lemme show you around! theres some holes poked in the top so i can breathe, theres some leaves to munch on, and ive even got a twig! #mytwig

I love personalization. I love stickers on water bottles and on laptops. I love shitty marker drawing on the toes of converse. I love hand embroidered doodles on jeans. I love posters on walls. I love knick knacks on shelves. I love jewelry with goofy charms. I love when people take things and make them theirs.

IVE GOT A SUCCESS STORY !

how i manifested weed (i do not condone drug usage)

i literally just decided i had a spliff every time i thought about smoking so instead of wanting it i reminded myself i already have it, i reminded myself with affirmation only when i needed to and i also daydreamed about it and told myself that the daydream was true and then i let that shit go and did whatever i needed to do in the 3d. so whenever it came into my head i fulfilled myself and let the idea of wanting it go and kept the idea of having it in my mind and then forgot about it by distracting myself. i personally believe letting it go and detaching helped me out so so much with belief

and not even a week later today i got stopped by two friends who told me they were gonna 🍃 before last school period and asked if i wanted to join them ! ofc i said yes and i think it worked a bit too well i ended up greening out (absolutely awful pls know ur limit) and had the best high after that.

as for picture evidence i have a photo of me absolutely faded with dead eyes (embarassing) and screenshot of text messages between me and one of my friends thanking her for helping me ground myself when i was tripping ♡♡

the law is real.

Omg I love this success story! Congrats babe. You’re so powerful. Proof you can literally manifest anything you want 🤭 ❤️

its been p common knowledge for decades that light pollution can be massively reduced by just putting shades on streetlamps, and that doing that would save energy, help wildlife, and let us see the stars better, but are society says if u wanna change any minor little tiny thing u gotta dedicate ur whole life to campaigning for it and this is a good ways down the list of priorities for most ppl, so instead i gotta walk past newly-installed streetlamps that are just dumb glass globes that use half their electricity to blast half their light directly into the sky where it does only bad things for no reason and think "we should overthrow the government"

not all angels are in heaven. for example i’m mostly at home