Suddenvertig0 - Mulch

What the fuck do i even title this…. 

Swatchton….Maid AU???? (½)

Do you think god stays in heaven for fear of what he’s created

(link to second part will be added in the replies)

brain: pog rouxlsbreaker funny. time to make art—

adhd: no. fixate on deltarune sona.

brain: bu-

adhd:

PERSONA.

you punch nazis!

(requested by anonymous)

society if movies in theaters had closed captions

yeah that was the awesome! I've spend so much time on this drawing and I'm proud of it✨

honestly?? yeah i get that same urge too it kinda pisses me off sometimes though because at the moment i could be just about to start answering assignments and completely forget the task at hand and not submit a thing at all

in fact, i experience this so much tha-- wait a goddamned minute here.

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I NEED TO HEAD INTO THE CLASS MEET RN WHOOPS HAHA BRB I CAN LIKE CONTINUE TALKING TO YOU LATER ABOUT THIS SORRY MDUDE

i know this HAS to be adhd related but whenever im stuck in a situation that feels understimulating (like at school or on a therapy call) i always suddenly get the urge and motivation work on stuff that i couldnt before. but i need to act on it Right Then or else it goes away after. like when i zone out my mind immediately goes to “i could be doing this instead rn” and i suddenly gain the motivation to work on something thats been looming over me for days or even months that i havent been able to jump over the executive hurdle for which i can only assume is because my brain finds it more stimulating than this lecture??

so 1.) does anyone else experience this (and why have i never seen it talked about before? are there any studies/research on it), and 2.) is there a name for this specific adhd experience because i need an easy way to refer to it

Yesterday I confused a friend because I called him sir and he was like ??? why are you calling me sir we’re friends? And i had to explain that sir is not a word its a feeling. my mac shutting down for no reason is sir. My cat is sir. My pair of jeans is sir. An email that finds me unwell is sir. Two bugs outside my window are sirs.

uwu

in case you've been wondering why I haven't written or drawn stuff as much this week;;

tried to make a visual version of

https://retr0scum.tumblr.com/post/664852261954076672/heres-a-dream-generated-deltarune-au-context

and

https://retr0scum.tumblr.com/post/665026599902707712/recent-designs-of-that-stupid-dream-generated