Ich werde sie mal ausprobieren. Habe sie am Montag angefangen. Als wieder einstieg ist es vielleicht ein guter Anfang um mich dann wieder zu steigern.
I was always a fat girl. Not really ugly, but fat. society mades me fell ugly.
Selfharm was my hold. My life.I loved it. I thought it mades me strong.
I hate my weakness. My family, my relatives, my friends... All these people call me till today that I am fat, ugly, worthless. That make me hate myself. My fucking self.
Why are people so cruel. Makes them to be happy?
I want to follow every single one of you.
There was a time I want so kill myself. Today I think I’m a Alien and want to go home
Even when I see my arms...
I want to do it over and over again...
and I want to do it deeper and deeper....
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