on my laptop straight up 'writing my wip" and by "my wip", haha, well. lets justr say. scrolling on tumblr.
I love kids they’re all like.. “when i grow up i’m gonna be an astronaut and a chef and a doctor and an olympic swimmer” like that self confidence! That drive! That optimism! Where does it go
It's a common thing for them to say,
"Oh well, back in my day..."
As they rattle on about their past,
Saying thinks in hopes you act a ghast.
And by itself this would be grand.
If they didn't say it after you show your hand.
After you tell them of your day, joys or pain
On your parade they have to rain.
"At least your life isnt like before,
You see, now that life was a chore.
Compared to us you get to have life in ease
And get to do whatever you please."
This lack of sympathy makes them seem jealous.
Jealous of their child's privileges I guess.
I don't get why they aren't proud
Of the life for their child that they've allowed.
god loves you, they say, in whispers soft and light,
but love, it seems, is distant in the night.
a hand extended, just out of reach,
a promise held but never to beseech.
he watches close, with eyes like distant stars,
but you bear the burden of your scars.
you cry for mercy, hope for grace,
yet stand alone in this empty space.
the love they preach, a tether thin,
won't pull you out from where you've been.
you're left to walk the roads you pave,
god loves you—just not enough to save.
so tread the world with weary feet,
the love you seek, you may not meet.
for heaven waits beyond the sky,
but here on earth, you're left to try.
- me.
What gets lost in the translation between feelings and language? I wonder how much of myself I can’t translate into words. I wonder how much of myself I don’t even know.
i'm not the best at singing. but i'm gonna sing anyway dude. i'm not the best at painting. but i'm still going to paint. my dancing will never see a stage. but it's perfect for early mornings in my bedroom and late nights with people i love. so what does this mean? it means that people are designed to do. not to be the best. just to do. if you're doing what you enjoy, then you don't have to be the best. you just have to enjoy it. you have to live.
Does gen as a ao3 tag not mean 'there are no ships here'? I keep seeing ships under the gen tag, wondering if my understanding is off. Are there other tags that would be more appropriate for fics without slashes?
I love people.
The world goes to shit
Were all lost at sea
I wish to swim further
But my eyes ceased to dream
Were all in a statis
Waiting till death
Alone yet together
Not yet built to last
How does one plan
To thrive in this world
Without a person to cling to
As the ship nears the shore