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(tearing up) (voice shaking) (voice breaking) (sniffling) i ain't got no father, i ain't got no father, i ain't got no father to buy the clothes i wear

(sobbing) (shaking) (on my knees) i'm a poor lonesome cowboy i'm a poor lonesome cowboy i'm a poor lonesome cowboy long away from home

"I got that dog in me" yes, and that dog will come back to you each time you send it away, either bruised and battered, dripping and pouring from any orifice or hypervigilance running through their system, dissecting your every emotional or physical change. that dog will ensure a version of itself that won't allow you to find fault. no chance to find another reason to send it away, leaving it alone, cold and devoid of warm connection.

some inspiration taken from this reel

if you write for jack marston just know you deserve the world

There was never gonna be a happy ending

(Lyrics - motion sickness by phoebe bridgers)

“Oh Arthur needs to rest”

Is such a heartbreaking line and I was literally about to launch myself at my tv screen when Dutch said that. The face Arthur makes after that?? And the way he looks around like he’s appalled and hurt and waiting for someone to defend him?? OH MY GOD and then Dutch immediately after saying to eagle flies he never had a son, with Arthur standing right there oh my god I’m throwing up

Dutch biting the curb in 4k

I have never gotten over that scene

Just saw an Arthur and Mary edit to the hozier cover of do I wanna know. No one speak to me. I’m rolling on the floor like a dying bug. 💔

adhd will get you thinking "i should make this doctors appointment" every day for 7 months and counting

forgotten by the narrative but not by me <3

When people don’t include Noah in fanart of the Gangsey, it personally hurts my feelings

sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?