being anxious isn't always bitting the tips of your fingernails and having those bad butterflies in your stomach. having anxiety is more like sitting in your room in a ball silently crying because your mind won't slow down. not being able to control your thoughts and drowning in yourself sometimes. it's feeling alone so you shut yourself away from the world. looking in the mirror and not being able to focus on anything but the flaws you see in front of you. it's knowing you have nothing to be sad about but not being able to get out of bed in the morning. Hanging out with friends and not including yourself but seeing it as being left out because your too scared you won't fit in. It's uncontrollably shaking but not even a little bit cold. It's that feeling in your stomach that feels like an empty pit that won't go away. It, is me and I feel like !'m drowning :)
You were like a flop movie and I was like hit album of it.
Look at your wrist, see the blueish veins? The blood flowing through them contains hemoglobin, a protein that has four iron atoms incorporated into its structure. Iron is only naturally produced in one place, it can only be forged in the core of dying stars.
Every time you look at your veins, remember that you are built from, and kept alive by, pieces of stardust.
Maybe Barfi! is a tad bit overrated but it’s pretty and Ileana and Priyanka make me cry so I still love it 😭
I would like to keep my body a pure canvas
For someone else to paint on it
therapy going, intimacy fearing 20 something year olds with unresolved childhood trauma who deserve everything in this world.
she’s a 10 but she rewatches shows 3+ times because she has attachment issues
Pov : a 22 year old just remembered he once had two months long summer vacations.
"I do not miss childhood, but I miss the way I took pleasure in small things, even as greater things crumbled. I could not control the world I was in, could not walk away from things or people or moments that hurt, but I took joy in the things that made me happy."
- Neil Gaiman