Thinking About Taylor Saying ‘there Was Something Dark And Too Adult About What I Had Experienced.

@staff a very large blog @cages-boxes-hunters-foxes was apparently accidentally terminated tonight 12/1. Accidents happen, but please restore the account, there was no violation of the TOS!

*please reblog to get tumblrs attention*

UMMMMMM

when taylor first revealed her desire to “find a place in this world,” i don’t think she could’ve anticipated that, two decades on, she’d be playing that song she penned at just 13 years old to a sold-out crowd at the closing night of her sixth headlining tour — the biggest tour the industry has seen — when her place in this world has, in fact, been found (both personally and professionally). it just makes me very, very emotional, knowing the girl who wrote “i’m alone, on my own, and that’s all i know” has kept going and persevering through it all, even when she’s felt scared and unmoored — see: her saying “i’m sure i related to [a place in this world] when i wrote it, but i think i relate to it more now” in houston last year before she played it on this tour in the wake of her breakup — and just look at where she is now. something tells me her younger self would not only feel so grateful and happy, but also ridiculously proud.

#I love her your honor

Taylor filming a TikTok with fans at the Children’s Mercy Hospital in Kansas City today! (via msnaya11 on TikTok)

(December 12, 2024)

Love this! Trav caught it 🏈❤️

Taylor, deer, this u?

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can’t she create another account? i know the ideal scenario would be her having her old one back but it’s better than having nothing

The scope of her loss cannot be overstated. 10 years of an archive that includes a Taylor follow and hundreds of interactions with her. A detailed history of the reputation and Eras tours. Even more followers than you'd likely guess. All those DMs and asks. A full accounting of media appearances/profiles/etc. And to be unable to retrieve that while Tumblr refused to take any real action on the constant pervasive harassment she's received over the years? It's crushing, and I don't think I would be able to simply start over either.

'does it feel all right to not know me?' absolutely ruins me every time. you knew me so well and now you don't know anything about me. we spent every second together and now I haven't seen you in weeks. you knew where I dropped my hair ties at night and now you don't recognize anything I'm wearing. doesn't this feel wrong? doesn't this feel like the worst possible outcome of us? have we become such strangers to each other that even this, which seems like it should feel like the coldest kind of hell, might not bother you at all? have we lost each other so completely?