I Start Panicking

Radio (2012)

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The Secret History Translation Masterlist

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à moi. l’histoire d’une de mes folies (to me. the history of one of my follies or my turn. the tale of my madness)

quod erat demonstrandum (it can be shown)

cubitum eamus? (will you sleep with me?)

consummatum est (it is done)

hoi polloi. barbaroi [the many/majority. barbarian (person who doesn’t speak greek)]

bei nacht und nebel (at night and in fog)

deprendi miserum est (it is wretched to be found out)

khairei (hello)

bakchoi (initiates)

cuniculus molestus (annoying rabbit)

arrectis auribus (attentively/ears peeled)

dormir plutôt que vivre (sleep rather than live)

dans un sommeil aussi doux que la mort (in a sleep as sweet as death)

requiescat in pace (rest in peace)

n’est-ce pas (isn’t that so)

amor vincit omnia (love conquers all)

raison d’être (reason for existence)

nihil sub sole novum (there is nothing new under the sun)

quel plaisir de vous revoir (what a great pleasure to see you again)

genis gratus, corpore glabellus, arte multiscius, et fortuna opulentus (smooth-cheeked, soft-skinned, well-educated and rich)

dénouement (outcome)

salve, amice (hello, friend)

valesne? (are you well?)

quid est rei? (what is the matter?)

benigne dicis (i thank you)

bureau de tabac (tobacco store)

Χαλεπά τά καλά (beauty is harsh)

mais, vrai, j’ai trop pleuré! (oh, truly, i have wept too much!)

les aubes sont navrantes (the dawns are heartbreaking)

hinc illae lacrimae (hence those tears)

sic oculos, sic ille manus, sic ora ferebat (such eyes, such hands, such looks)

I'm all three...

Real

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Nostalgia

I'm so nostalgic today because just like three days ago, it was snowing, and everyone was outside, having fun, throwing snowballs, and making snowmen. And now, when I look outside my window, it's so empty, and everyone is inside. There is still snow on the ground, but it is in little patches. And it makes me want to stay inside. Also, at my school, we're doing online classes, and that reminds me of covid times when doing online classes, and I was NAWT learning anything. Don't get me wrong, I'm participating but I'm not retaining the information that is being talked about. Similar to the way I was learning in 2020. We have regular class starting next week and I'm so glad because I like being in person and I need to leave my room and go to the library so I can do my work.

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My biggest fear is probably my parents finding out about my obsession with gay ships of any kind

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