I made Medarda, Kiramman, Talis, and Piltover wax seal stamps! I won't restock once these run out, they were more for me to make stuff I personally wanted to have ; )
I promise I didn't disappear, I just don't have any impulse control and started several at once again haha
Reminding myself i can do something besides animation 😅
It’s my mental illness and I get to pick the coping mechanism 😩💫
Sometimes I worry that I feel things too deeply, like maybe I am too soft for this world, too easily moved by the way someone says my name gently or remembers my favorite song. I get attached to moments, like the way sunlight hit my wall that one afternoon or the sound of someone’s laugh when they’re not holding anything back. I notice these small, quiet things and they stay with me. I carry them like little treasures in my pockets.
I think I just…want to be someone who means something good, not in a big, dramatic way, just…in the way someone might think of me and feel warm, like, “oh. she made me feel safe.” or “they understood me when i didn’t even know how to explain.” I don’t always get it right. I stumble over my words. I overthink. I get overwhelmed and quiet but my heart is always in it, even when I don’t know how to show it properly.
I'm not perfect. I cry at silly things. I get shy when I care too much. but I promise,
If I love you, I love you with everything that is both broken and too heavy to carry, an affection that feels like a burden I cannot set down, yet can never bear to lose.
its true that crying wont solve things but we dont cry to solve. we cry to release
oh she KNOWS
trying to prove a point to my oculist
"the trauma made you kind" fuck that. no. i am kind because i cannot allow anyone to go through what i did. i am soft because i chose to be.
she was never a jinx.
i feel like people forget that vander immediately recognized her as warwick even after all the years and how much they both had changed. she was silco's daughter, but his little girl, too.