Latest Posts by thebastardhyena - Page 5

being nonchalant is overrated, spam me, send me all the videos that made you laugh, show me you care, send me your silly jokes and random thoughts, no need to hide your enthusiasm to come over as uninterested

Larian, you’re seriously telling me that Gortash doesn’t have time to kiss This

And you expect me to BELIEVE that?????

There is literally no higher praise to me than "you make me want to draw." Like hell yes, go create things!! Thank you!!! You make me want to draw more, too!!

not now kitten daddy is too busy contemplating the minutia of death cult office politics to kiss

“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

NIGHT DIRVE. ALL CRUISE. NO BREAKS

“Driving away”, by Le Castle Vania & Sunsun; // “Driving away from home (Jim’s Tune)”, by It’s Inmaterial; // “Drive”, by Halsey

spending all that time on a drawing only to decide its very ugly

I'm not dead - just been really burnt out lately. But I'm back with more ship art. Love these two.

Ophir belongs to Foxteeeth on TH

forget freak. who's gonna match my cringe.

my bad didn't mean 2 attach myself 2 u like an abandoned dog

take it.

im the king of "ok what do you want to see me draw. ok cool. i will continue to not draw anything"

長谷寺 Hase-dera / 壺阪寺 Tsubosaka-dera

i love being told everything btw. if i love you and youre talking to me not a single detail is too much. youll never overestimate how much of the fabric of your day to day i want to hold in my hands and know the model and make of. im Everything Matters girl and everything matters to me

oc guy moodboard

btw roleplaying various characters with your friends is the singular most healing thing in the world. playing with toys for adults

they're saving my ass tho

man I wish people understood how much it sucks ass to be neurodivergent and trying to find the middle ground where people like/tolerate you. like, I'm either "boring" (trying to wait my turn in conversations, holding space for other people, taking a back seat to let others get some spotlight) or "too much" (too loud/talking too much, getting excited to share, trying to participate in group conversations/activities). No one really talks about how much of being neurodivergent is just sort of trying to make yourself palatable.

I feel like so much of my life has been spent trying to find this effortless sort of middle ground everyone else seems to automatically already know, and I'm always swinging too far one way or the other. I'm lucky to have neurodivergent friends who grok me, but goddamn I wish that I could just like, exist without the constant background script in my brain that's like "you're being too loud. You're not talking enough. you're being self-centered. you're being boring. you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong." I feel like I'm back in high school trying to make friends but stuck as the eternal "weird kid"

it's just... lonely and sucks bad.

"a joy to have in class" aka This Child Will Not Be Diagnosed for at least Eight Years

it's me and my unhealthy sleeping schedule against the world

aw thanks brain for telling me they hate me now after little to no evidence of that being true, and now making me feel weird. no really tysm :)))))))

I don't wish for decent income so I can pay bills, I wish I had a decent income so I could commission artists to draw my OCs.

so embarrassing to be drawing an OC and forget to add some part of their design...like yeah i made this guy...hand picked everything about them....yeah i forgot to add the things i like about them....

"You act so innocent but you’re holding a match and I got a container of gas, if you let that thing go this place is gonna blow...but that’s okay with me as long as you’re caught in thе smoke."

-Arson by Chri$tian Gate$

I don't just draw furry garbage! That being said I haven't drawn humans seriously in like over a year. Anyways dusted off the old human skills to whip together this scene from an RP!

Ophir - the one in purple - belongs to Foxteeeth on TH

"this song is about this" "this song is about that" "this person wrote this song about this person" wrong all songs are about ocs ive made and ocs that have not yet come to pass

please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

Optimist: Glass half full

Pessimist: Glass half empty

Grad student: I see you found my tears

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