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Daydreams

Who would have thought they could be so frustrating? 

In the past particularity when Sir isn't around I'd avoid touching if certain thoughts came into my mind... A while ago I told Sir about this and he gave me the evil suggestion of when I thinking about some specific arousing things and it was safe to do so I wouldn't resist and start touching for a couple of minutes. It's so mean yet hot being so helpless at the same time.

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Ruined orgasms...

Sir just told me apparently ruined orgasms are going to be a norm for me now and proper orgasms are just for rewards >< I don't know how to react to this... when he told me about it I kind of laughed at the absurdity and yet also found the idea of it very hot.

Desperate for More

After my Valentines orgasm I awoke yesterday absolutely dripping wet and aching for attention. I couldn’t stop thinking about how good the orgasm had felt and the more I thought about it the more my pussy desperately wanted more. Sir smiled when he saw how wet and squirmy I was and told me he was happy his teasing method had worked so well. He told me I wasn’t allowed to touch which I whimpered and protested about but having him tell me no made me so aroused I couldn’t complain.

As seen as I couldn’t touch my own pussy I used my arousal energy and played with my gorgeous kitten and her pretty pussy. I love teasing her and hearing her whimper and beg like a good little girl. After an hour of teasing her and giving her edges she had to go get ready for work and I sent her off with a drippy pussy and wet panties. I did some work and then spent some time talking to @sodance who asked if I could help her with her edges. Sir knew what I was doing and told me I could edge with her and have as many as she had. She ended up having 4 edges and so did I. That simultaneously made me feel better and made me even needier.  

Later in the afternoon Sir was going out to work and as everyone else was out I would be home alone for the evening. He told me that whilst he was out I was allowed to touch but I was not allowed to touch my clit. I promised to be good for him and he headed out. I relaxed for a while and then decided to open some wine and have a bath. I had a nice long soak and when I got out I put my towel robe on and went and laid on my bed. I couldn’t help letting my robe slide open and touching my nipples. I spent a while stroking and pulling on my nipples which made my pussy throb and pulse so much as she begged for my fingers. Eventually I couldn’t resist any longer and used my favourite teasing technique. One finger either side of my clit rubbing up and down, being so close to her but not touching her makes her ache so badly and I love the feeling of desperation. 

I just laid there, drinking my wine, watching naughty videos and teasing myself. I was a squirmy desperate mess and so badly needed to touch my clit. I asked Sir I was allowed and begged and he said I was allowed but no edging until he got home. I gave my clit the attention she craved and trembled as she felt so good. By the time Sir got home I was so desperate to cum and I found myself begging him to let me. He leaned in close and told me to edge for him. After 15 edges and lots and lots of begging he told me I could cum for him but only after I got my countdown down to 400. He pulled out his tablet and opened my counter. He tapped a few times and showed me. The counter was at 500. He told me he had reset it to 500 and then asked me how many I had just done. I whimpered and told him 15. He took 15 off and showed me 485. He told me that in 85 edges I could have an orgasm but no more edging for today.

I spent the rest of the night squirming and enjoying the desperate throbbing from between my legs. I adore when Sir makes me work for my pleasure.

The Screen Name of the Australian Accused Hypnotic Predator

is -TheWordsmith- (and variations). Here’s the original Fetlife writing about him - the accusation as I understand it is emotionally abusive, predatory acquisition of submissives, as well as other stuff. When I followed him on Fetlife, I got a long ranty message from him, which included this part:

the sole girl who complained about me was someone that he was interested in pursuing, is a known attention seeker with a long history of mental illness, and isessentially a jilted lover from several months ago, popping up to just on the MeToo Bandwagon.

I’ll leave that alone.

There’s a lot of red flags on his website, including a recommendation for the podcast of alt-right figure Jack Donovan, but this toxic nugget linked as The current Rules of my House would be enough to make him unwelcome at any North American event I’ve attended (or would attend):

Passion for Lifestyle - A slave will at all times express a deep and abiding disgust for the tenets of Feminism and Women’s Rights, and express that disgust vocally and loudly should the subject be raised. Men and good women are to be raised up and recognised as strong, dominant and guiding influences in the slave’s life.

This guy is organizing up a storm as far as hypnosis events in Melbourne, and  they probably have to work that out for themselves, but at least we can make him think twice about ever buying a plane ticket to a North American event.

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