Thedeniedgirl - The Secret Blog Of The Denied Girl

I take my place on the floor.

“Keep your eyes closed” He says, and so I do.

I feel his hands spread my legs open firmly.

“Do not close your legs” He says, and so I don’t.

I feel his fingers across my skin, softly grazing oh so close to where I actually want them to venture.

His mouth on my earlobes and moving down my neck.

I move around, starting to get impatient. His fingers trace my thighs, my breasts - yet he always avoids touching the sensitive spots directly. “Please Sir, touch me.” I beg at last, unable to stand anymore.

I hear the sound of the wand switch on right next to my ear. He drags it down my side, until it rests right next to my cunt.

I hear it, feel it, so close. Finally, it’s going to start. Then he turns it off.

A soft kiss on my forehead.

“That’s all for today.” He says, and so it is.

Last night he put orajel on my clit and I went brain dead. He kept fucking me, hard, relentless pumping that made me shudder and drool out the side of my mouth as I mewled something about “it’s not working, you took it awayyyyy” It still felt good, but in a frustrating way that kept me wet without any release. I pawed at my useless button, it felt like touching someone else’s, there was no response. I told him so, and he said it was good for me not to cum, it kept me pliant and obedient for him, isn’t that what I wanted? He finished on my face and scooped me up, I caught my breath and tried not to focus on the yearning that was still there. Good girls don’t cum.

Sweet release

Sir was very nice and let me cum this morning after edging. I was kind of yearning for it after last night he sent me to bed in a frenzied state without much relief.

Even when it is not there, I see it. Even when it is not there, you feel it.

Daydreams

Who would have thought they could be so frustrating? 

In the past particularity when Sir isn't around I'd avoid touching if certain thoughts came into my mind... A while ago I told Sir about this and he gave me the evil suggestion of when I thinking about some specific arousing things and it was safe to do so I wouldn't resist and start touching for a couple of minutes. It's so mean yet hot being so helpless at the same time.

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Begging sir

Please sir your good little slut is in desperate need for release. I'm so incredibly horny from being teased throughout the day and now. I'm a wet slutty mess who is craving releae. I know orgasms are only rewards for me and I've been a very good girl and begging for this reward. It would be so nice to be rewarded by sir and to have release. I'm just such w horny mess. Pleaee sir.

5th day of denial

I'm being insanely teased by sir. I just was made to edge for half an hour and am being teased ny sir. I can't think and am feeling him fuck me while I was typing. I'm so horny and shaking while writing this. I forgot what I was going to say.