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It is a testament, to your regal, and sexy body at class. Thinking of you fondly, 2

Wanted to do one a little more sexy :3 I think it came out great! What do you think?

Kik:sherholmes54

Hello Maddy!

Hello

Heya :)

You rock lady's!

Just wanted to say Hi and it is so good to find others of the Norse faith.

Hell yeah! Heathens rule :3 <3

I love your body.

You make everything in world right!

Congratulations may your love rule supreme!

On October 10th, 2015, I married my beautiful wife, Olivia Lauren Helm. The wedding was a fairy tale dream come true for both of us. It was so beautiful to see so much diversity represented and so much support from friends and family. It’s not every day two trans women get married, but I’m so happy to say that it was a powerful, wonderful, life-affirming experience for everyone there. This is love, this is life, this is soooo natural, and I can’t wait to see other loving non-traditional couples sharing in the same joy. On this day, love won… love won big!

Kaydee <3

@oliviarium / Photographs by DePoy Studios

Cool

Hello Mistress what is a good cage to start with

We started with a CB-6000

I'm glad you are doing better.

Yesterday was a much better day. The day started off with lots of pain from not moving in the night while sleeping. Pain pills were amazing to help with that. Next, the stent was removed and this was a “huge” deal! Instant relief! The rest of the day was busy with scheduled after care routines but at lunch and dinner time, moving around was so much easier! The pain still comes and goes and is excruciating at times but I’m focused on staying mentally prepared so that I can stay ahead of the pain and work my way back to a normal day.

You look great in any color of hair.

No doubt, I'm not crazy, because YOUR one fine CD!

Pictures

Last pics in the red wig, so gorgeous! I can’t wait to wear it more <3

I would love to date you .

Love Pink!!

It is stylish , and I like everything about you, specially those lips made me want your lips on mine. Sexy

Went out today to get a couple wigs trimmed. What u guys think about the red?

Don't let them get you down. You be proud that you are woman, and nor buy I to there trick bag. I'm all man , heading in the right direction.

When I was walking back from a party tonight, I was on the phone with my roomie since its 2 am. Then this group of people walked by and one boy said hi to me in a weird way and then one girl said “are you a man?” And I said “are you a man?” and then she said “it’s a man” and I said “fuck you!!” It was horrible and really really damaged my self esteem. Its one of the most hurtful things anyone has ever said to me, and even though a lot of people think I’m pretty or a beautiful woman to some people, I’m just a freak. But people like her are ignorant and don’t have cheekbones, hair, or legs as nice as mine 💁🏽

You are beautiful, stylish , sexy and classy

I don’t do videos often so here you guys go! Let me know what you think! Also! Celebrating 4000 followers!!!!!!!

I agree, I'm to for you butt a big crush on you! Lol

I gotta tell you, if you were a girl I would have a crush on you.

Nothing wrong with having crush on me now ;3

You are one sad individual, your insecurities, are so obvious, your own misery can't be dealt with by lashing out with your venom at others. I hope you will seek some Professional help for your.issues. If not seek help then just contact me and I will.help in any way I can. Sincerely, Stephen

I dont get why I have to keep making these posts… if you’re a sissy blog FUCK OFF.  If you fetishize trans people, fuck off.  If you’re a porn blog, also fuck off.  I am not here for you, I have nothing for you, and you fucking disgust me.

Don't go there young lady! No so called real woman has put the time Into being the true you,.ex went through terrible anxiety, She now has seen by running away from me she has compounded the pain. I was loved by her, more than I ever could of Thought possible. I wanted to.be with her the.rest of our lives. I hope and pray she will find that peace , that I had with her. Love , and completeness.

9777) I'm currently in a relationship but I constantly feel like at any point, my boyfriend could replace me with an "actual" female.

I would like to meet someone like you, and travel the journey together, being the supportive mate you.deserve! Thinking of you fondly, Stephen xoxo

9785) Ever since I realized I was trans, dating became even worse than it was when I was just considered a gay guy.

Now both gay and straight men alike think I’m gross and a freak. Which is really frustrating when I see all of my friends getting into relationships.

I don't see.you as female about blossom into who you are

9785) Ever since I realized I was trans, dating became even worse than it was when I was just considered a gay guy.

Now both gay and straight men alike think I’m gross and a freak. Which is really frustrating when I see all of my friends getting into relationships.

How are you doing tonite.

Hi beautiful Airikas You rock

Hi im bex long time crossdresser learning more in more, love the feel reblog if you love to look in the mirror and see a beautiful girl looking back

I love the new hairdo, it amazes me how you keep on improving on a already perfect woman! Stephen xoxo

My new hairdo!

Awesome

You are my favorite hero, or should I say heroine! I hope I will find a woman like you to settle down with.

When you no longer recognize yourself.

As I sat down to make today’s TBT post, I decided I wanted to go back a bit further, so I randomly selected 2009 as the year to browse through.  With each month, so many memories came flooding back.

My daughter turned three that year and my son wasn’t even a year old.  How cute and adorable they were!  My daughter was such a trooper (this was the year she had to start her NG tube and later her G tube).  I was still married then, and we had taken our trip to San Diego that year and had seen and done so many great things.  I smiled as I came across photos of pets that I loved dearly but are no longer with us.  I found photos of the biggest and best Halloween party we had ever thrown… I had forgotten just how awesome the decorations had been.  There were so many faces of friends and family, some I still see, some I don’t, and some who have passed on.  There were hikes and adventures… soooo many memories, good and bad, were made that year.

But there was something wrong - something off - about all of it.  In all of these photos I was missing, replaced by an impostor.  The memories were mine, to be sure, but I was nowhere to be seen.

In the past year, I have changed so much that I can no longer even recognize my former self.  Sure, logically I know that it was me, or rather some version of me, in all of those photos, but whatever connection I may have once had to that person has apparently withered and atrophied to the point that it no longer exists.  My memories - the happy ones, the sad ones, and everything in between - are now undeniably inhabited by a total stranger.

As this realization sunk in, a sadness swept over me.  Even as I write this, I’m fighting back tears.  I couldn’t be any happier about where I am in life right now.  I am finally the person I was always meant to be.  I have friends and family that love and support me.  I have supportive coworkers and a successful career.  I have my health and I’ve never felt more beautiful, inside and out.  Up to now, I’ve felt so very lucky that this has all come at such a small and happily paid price, but now…

The price I’ve paid cuts a lot deeper than I had realized.  The true price of my transition is the loss of my past.  It’s just not… mine… not anymore, and so begins the next chapter in my transition.  I have to find a way to be okay with this, or I have to find a way to reconnect with it - to reclaim my past.  I’m going to strive towards the latter, though I’m not sure where to start.  Maybe the first step was simply to recognize and acknowledge it.  Now to figure out the next step…

Whether or not I can recover my past remains to be seen, but all of this has managed to make me acutely aware of how important it is that I now focus on making new memories, memories that will completely and forever be free of that interloper.  This past year, and even a majority of the year or two before it, has been completely focused on starting over and rebuilding my life, but now that this is largely behind me, it’s time to refocus on living this wonderful new life with my friends and especially with my family.  It’s time to close the curtain on the second act of my life and to bring on the third!  It’s mine to own, and I’m going to make it amazing!

What a beautiful day for you two. I wish I had a Transgender women to marry!

Happy engagementversary!

Yes, a year ago today, @oliviarium agreed to marry me! This was also the day that Arizona finally won marriage equality! What a beautiful event these two things set in motion! Happy engagementversary babe! I’m sooo happy you said “yes”!

You are gorgeous!

This was me on a work conference call this morning. What can I say, I’m not afraid to do sexy at work. ;)

Hello

I'm glad yo in have a grip on things!LOL

Your the bomb.

Hi, I so appreciate the photos!