Theemptyseashell - Verified Fangirl

ever since i knew what i shouldn't, i was never able to look my father in the eye, i wasn't even able to bare looking at him, i always sit beside my mom to avoid sitting in front of him, because the thought of him seeing me or talking to me just feels so wrong, when he hugs and kisses me i just want it to end as soon as it begins, he is no longer my dad, he is just a stranger, a monster, someone who hurt my mom to a point where there is no going back, someone who took away the mother i always wanted and replaced her with a shell of a mom, and somehow he managed to take away my dad too.. i don't know for how long i can live with this, for how long i can bare this, i don't know if i even can..

“People do not lack strength, they lack will.”

— Victor Hugo

When Oscar Wilde said,

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars"

and,

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all,"

and,

"The truth is rarely pure and never simple."

ig @shawnophile

Heyy peeps

When in doubt, go to the library.

-Ron Weasley about Hermione Granger

“These days, I’m my own best friend”

-Growing Pains (Reprise), Alessia Cara

I want to bottle up that sudden rush of motivation I get at 3 am

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

ALL TOO WELL (ten minute version) | snl 2021