Heheh They’re Cute

Okay so I’m tired and bitchy and I’ve had a rough morning, and because of that I’m probably about to drop an unpopular opinion here, but I really dont care.

Narcissist is starting to become the new sociopath/psychopath/psycho, and I am really, really concerned with where this is heading.

It’s the exact same thing I’ve been seeing for years with my own diagnosis. You say you’re a sociopath, and immediately you’re now an asshole. I’ve had people actually ask me if I have ever hurt someone/wanted to hurt someone because I’m a sociopath, and I’ve had to explain over and over again that no, that’s not what that means, it just means empathy is not something that I can experience like everyone else. I can still be compassionate, I can still be a kind person, I can have no desire to hurt anyone ever, but I still get treated like a ticking time bomb. Even though my disorder actually helps me in a job that saves lives (I work in tissue donation, so not feeling empathy makes handling donor tissue from a 15 year old a lot easier), I still get asked by people at that same job about my “secret dark side” and if I ever did/do things like torture animals.

The same thing is happening to narcissists. You say you’re a narcissist, and now suddenly you’re an abuser. You want to paint someone as a bad person? Call them a narcissist, then everyone will understand how mean and evil they are. I am so sick and tired of seeing tiktoks, tweets, and Tumblr posts going on and on about how horrible narcissists are and how much people hate them. As if narcissists aren’t people! As if narcissists aren’t people experiencing a personality disorder! Y'all are all about “neurodivergent/mental illness solidarity uwu” until you bring in the “undesirable” mental illnesses and personality disorders, and then suddenly it’s “All x people are mean and evil and abusive blah blah blah they can’t get better/better themselves blah blah blah here’s how to argue with them except I’m not going to actually talk about that I’m actually going to just say how horrible they are and how they’re bad people blah blah blah” and it’s like shut up! Shut the fuck up! Those are people! Those are real people with real feelings and you’re just out here saying they’re inherently bad, and for what? For likes? For clout? Do you have any idea how hard it is to come to terms with a diagnosis like that when your view on it is so incredibly skewed, when you think you’re being assigned the Bad Person Disease™️ after you’ve tried so hard to be a kind person and uplift those around you? And now you’re left thinking it was all for nothing, because now you can never be a good person no matter how hard you try because you have Bad Person Disease? Do you have literally any idea how damaging that is, and how much that hurts? But hey, ableism isn’t ableism when it’s against the “bad” people, right?

Anyway, if you’re a sociopath, psychopath, narcissist, have bpd, are bipolar in the “wrong” way, are schizophrenic or psychotic, are the “wrong” type of autistic, or anything else, I see you and you’re doing amazing. Your diagnosis doesn’t dictate who you are and, even though some things are harder for us than they are for others, that doesn’t mean you’re a bad person.

Wanted to draw Beast sskk for a long time uwu

Autistics:

All the 🏳️‍🌈❓ images i have collected so far. Enjoy my precious collection:

I suddenly felt the need to show of my extensive BSD (Mostly DOA) collection!

My manga shelves first of all! With my 5 Fyodor plushies and Chuuya, Aku and Dazai nendroids! And a few acrylic figures, BSD playing cards etc etc (I have the entire BSD manga that's been translated so far except vol.6 which is ordered and on the way along with majority of the litenovels, Beast, 4th volume of Anthology (since it had a Fyodor chapter in it) the second anime artbook, Harukawa's BSD artbook and the Season 3 guidebook).

Just a few BSD prints! Fyolai one is from Ironystrikes on Etsy!

My WIP DOA Ita bag! (DOA trio keychain also from Ironystrikes!)

DOA blanket I designed! (It's folded in half but there's more pictures of the DOA on the other half)

Fyolai body pillow! Once again drawn and made by myself!

And my Soukoku figures!

I also have more keychains and badges of the other miscellaneous BSD characters on another bag but I can't be bothered to find it.

Anyway... I have a problem and need help.

hurts when its unreciprocated

august draw i forgot to post!! i feel like. kokomi should be a gigantic beautiful iridescent leviathan that lures her enemies to a watery doom (:

ranpo with frog hat 🐸 (also on my twitter @/neochamp)