December Will Make You Go Insane If The Passage Of Time Is Something That Scares You

byler/byler tumblr as the office moments ✨

i hate when you google a word and some fucking company comes up instead. Do you think you are more important than the english dictionary you piece of shit corporation

just googled my symptoms and it turns out it was boris i missed, the whole impulsive mess of him: gloomy, reckless, hot-tempered, appallingly thoughtless. boris pale and pasty, with his shoplifted apples and his russian-language novels, gnawed-down fingernails and shoelaces dragging in the dust. boris - budding alcoholic, fluent curser in four languages - who snatched food from my plate when he felt like it and nodded off drunk on the floor, face red like he’d been slapped. 

i wish i was a cishet guy so that i could start a podcast and go to the gym and allow that to fulfill me spiritually. but instead i have these visions

haircuts were too expensive when we can shack each other’s hair in the bathroom or whatever the excerpt was

Saying my life would be over if byler doesn’t happen would be an understatement. I would drop out of college

maybe we should all watch the goldfinch and it chapter two again and read some richard siken and the secret history and all wear wool coats and long scarves while listening to the national's terrible love and then we can rediscover some long lost peace

people literally make it their job to tell me the goldfinch is boring. GIRL I KNOW ITS BORING…… im talking about the goldfinch me and the besties made up on tumblr

I AM BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE

the way i talk about theo decker is indirectly really emotionally vulnerable in a way i fear my friends would recognize so i keep that on a side blog