Palestinian ButchFemme wedding, 2022, @/leilanations
i think the hardest thing to accept is that my life is not a novel. there is no omnipotent reader rooting for me, loving me despite my flaws and character deficits. my life does not have a poetic theme or overarching narrative, and if it ends bitterly it will not be beautifully tragic or hauntingly relatable, i will just have wasted the life i was given trying to make it that way, always trying to see myself in the third person
Kim Addonizio, “The Singing”, Tell Me
-Franz Kafka
Goldfinch on Donna Tartt's The Goldfinch
hold on babygirl dont die there will be a new freaky little character for you get insanely obsessed with
I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety
If Byler isn’t endgame, I’m deleting all of my social media accounts, canceling my Netflix subscription and gaslighting everyone into believing that I never said Byler is endgame. I think I’d be embarrassed for the rest of my life💀
the goldfinch left me permanently insane because why have I thought about it every day for the past 4 months