I Forgot I Made This Doodle Of Hitomi Before She Realized She Was A Woman And Afterwards.

…and she’s gone 

I'm not gonna stop drawing trans men like myself because it actually does make other trans men especially non white trans men and fat transmasc people feel better about themselves. even if the losers out there are extremely reactionary, they are very much a loud minority who clearly have a infantile view of the world and other minorities around them.

even when we are living in a trans genocide, you'll have trans teens and young adults still find a way to punch down on someone else more marginalized than them.

I haven't stopped thinkin about that sloth demon girl btw, I have PLANS for Sloan!

(you can see the uncensored version on my bsky, like most of my stuff: https://bsky.app/profile/oblivias.bsky.social/post/3lj42dx4ejc2x)

Fun in the Sun <3 (found this sitting in my files)

i had a fever dream about hrt gummies

[tip me im broke lol]

I want to be anatomically impossible. I don't need internal organs. I want to be animated by impossible forces. I want to be physically impossible. I don't need to be made out of atoms or particles. I NEED to be a fractal. I want to see parallel universes when I close my eyes. I want to say every word in every language simultaneously. The limitations of this universe sicken me.

I guess I'd settle for healthcare though.

Knuckle tats that say Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

Okay this is gong to sound condescending on several levels but:

There's a kind of cliche about training a dog - that if you want it to always come when it's called, you should never scream at or punish it when it does. Even if you just spent twenty minutes getting increasingly panicked thinking it was dead in the woods! Even if it had been trampling through the neighbors garden! It is very important that it's direct association is 'stopping whatever super interesting thing I was doing to go back to human = being praised and rewarded'. If the association is instead being screamed at or punished, the dog will be less enthusiastic to stop whatever fun thing it's doing to run to that.

I feel like a great many people would noticably improve their own lives if they started applying the same logic to how they treated other humans.

Environment.

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