LOOK AT WHAT MY GF GAVE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY. THEY’RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I’m posting this way later because I forgot to post it on my actual birthday ;-;
izutsumi being the only one who remembers laios’s monster’s poop forest lore is peak teenager behavior
Me when the uuuuuuhhhhh
i found a cool tag game on twitter and i really wanna import it (o^ ^o)
this picrew + the last song you listened to :]
no pressure tags: @blood-loving-leech @overtaken-boredom @lesbianthatyaps @kameonerd566 @hexedvampire @laczki @anonymous-shxtposter @fleurafae @flovqy + anyone who wants to do it <3
I got transed by technomancers from alpha centurii and their damn magicks
:3
Doodles :D and photoshopped honda accord 2018
Receiving and understanding being loved as a person and not used as a thing after going through abusive relationships is way harder than media makes it seem.
Like there's no holy rays of 'oh this is how it feels to be healthy' or 'finally the fog and grinding gears are gone im fixed' its years and years of head clenching as you try and understand why someone is just, doing something for you in return for nothing, just making space and time for you, just telling you to care more about yourself with tears in their eyes, it hurts, its hard, and trying to understand and internalize why and how is not some relaxing, natural movement to the brain, its something you have to work hard to get to feel in your heart.
Things that happened since I joined the vast realms of magic (r/wizardposting):
-civil war
-rebuilding of the council
-paladins hunting all sorts of spellcasters
-war between the forces of “evil” and the society of light
-hunting down spellcasters who didn’t pay their taxes
-civil war2
-banning of the fireball spell and promptly unbanning it after the masses slaughtered the council
-elections
-councilcatfish Unga calls for riots for fear of loosing his run for the one of the seats
-Unga planning on betraying the council and taking the power all for himself (nothing came of it)
-anti apprentice abuse campaign
-war between the sides enslaving catfolk and the spellcasters liberating them
-invention of hondamancy
-ratfolk try to ignite a race wat between them and the catfolk
-spread of hondamancy
Uw/ r/wizardposting lore is wild, would recommend. It’s a pretty accepting place too
A drawing I did in adobe illustrator for an assignment
I’m actually pretty proud of it. It was a pain to navigate layers though. And it took me like 5 hours of my free time along with 8 I spent on it during the lessons
And I found I’m nonbinary kinda. So that’s neet. Also Cy sorry for coming out this way instead of the last time we were playing but I was scared
Trying to think of a design is going to make me commit multiple instances of arson
The barely functioning mouse and keyboard isn’t helping
:c
lesbians with terrible posture reblog.
Happy whatever you celebrate :D (today or yesterday)
*pic unrelated and directed at one specific person*
Violence just dropped like a few hours ago :D
It’s time to get ultrakillin’
Mmmmm… doing anything other than graphic design
We probably shouldn’t be left alone with a whiteboard
A little drawing of Maliketh :D
Recently I’ve been feeling kinda lonely but it’ll get better. I know it. My autistic ass will find a friend to be silly and excite over each other’s interests finally. It will not be quick but hey I’m confident. And even if not l still have friends that I’m just not that close with, they’re fun. I really appreciate them. But even if it all doesn’t happen it’s alright. Sometimes it just works out this way and you will find people who will be like this later. So don’t lose hope. It’s probably going to get better
Also some cool music cus why not
I just realized how bad the quality is :| I’ll try to take another photo tomorrow and post it. Hopefully it will be of higher quality
It really isn’t the worst English I’ve seen. And it kinda sounds like you might have anxiety or that you are just neurodivergent also check out this song I think you’ll like
Weird? Fear?
I have this I think weird fear.
I fear situations that might change or help me and I must have control over this situations because I'm not afraid when I don't have control. So basically I can't help myself and continuation to this fear is that I can't write or say my problems to people I know or even write some thoughts for myself in my native language on paper or even in notepad my body just stops me from that. So now you are probably wondering how I'm writing this? how the fuck should I know but maybe on social media my mind thinks that I'm not popular enough to be seen or something I don't know maybe so yeah I need psychological help. I don't know why I'm using tumblr as some place to write my thoughts but it works and with that I can get around my fears with that so it wil help me? probably? but I'm not psychologist.
I will paste their music here because I can
and Stelle I know you probably will see this I know my english is not too good
It’s because you are Cy. You can’t lie to us, we all know you’re on drugs :3
Why everyone thinks I'm on drugs?
You know I’m starting to think that trying to fall asleep with the lights on is a bad idea but my brain likes it and it makes me calm. And hey I also found some cool music that also tickles my brain so that’s nice. Also if you are interested check out LAIKA: Aged Through Blood on steam. They have a demo and the game is pretty fun and pretty, even if it isn’t for me
I feel like a grandma trying to figure out tumblr
I’m in severe mental anguish ;-;
A drawing of Radagon and his bakery