You’re Not Just A Writer.

If this is ever not on my blog, call 911 because I'm either dead or something is very, very wrong

She’s like Sonic

Random writer thought but...

Do you guys ever just research WAAAAAY too deep into one specific topic that you never end up using in a work? Like, I could probably tell you how to hold a fan in a provocative but innocent enough way whilst making eye contact across a ballroom but can't tell you one single time I've ever used it in a piece of writing???

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

Fanfiction writers be like:

"here's the immensely time consuming 100K word novel-length passion project I'm working on between my real life job and family! It eats up hundreds of hours of my one and only life, causes me emotional harm, and I gain basically nothing from it! Also I put it on the internet for free so anyone can read if they want. Hope you love it!" :)

...what did bro say 😟

googling shit like "why do i feel bad after hanging out with my friends" and all of the answers are either "you need better friends" (i don't; my friends are wonderful) or "your social battery is drained, you need to rest and regain your energy levels" (i don't; i've got tons of energy, it's just manifesting as over-the-top neurotic mania). why is this even happening. it's like some stupid toll i have to pay as a punishment for enjoying myself too much