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Affirmations bc i'm disabled & struggle with internalized ableism:

I am doing good. My goals are mine, and I don't need to compare myself to other people.

I am inherently worthy as a human being, regardless of my productivity (or lack thereof).

I am allowed to rest, and it is okay that I need to rest almost 24/7 because of my disabilities. Rest is not a break to be earned; it's a need, and everyone's needs are different.

I am allowed to enjoy things simply because they make me happy. My joy is a human need, not something to be commodified.

I have so many strengths: thoughtfulness, compassion, gentleness, creativity, etc. These are the core of who I am.

I am loved and cared for. There are so many people like me across the world, and any time I feel lonely, there is another disabled person somewhere feeling the same. In the same vein, there are disabled activists who are fighting for us; being a voice for people who can't make their voice heard, or don't even know it's an option.

I am not alone <3 And neither is the person reading this. We are worthy, valued, and important. No ifs, ands, or buts.

i keep coming back to this cyz 😬 it’s so real :( 🥺❣️

Thrilling ache

In the hush of winter’s embrace

she stood on a terrace

both bitter and divine

where moonlight drapes

a silken shroud

seeming to seek 

a love unfound

a touch that slips 

through ghostly fingers

each breath a mist

a fading prayer

to share one breath

a thrilling ache

each night a kiss

a prayer, a plea

the shadow she couldn’t set free

silhouette of silk and grief

fingers light

tracing fate

where throbbing hearts 

lose their beat

her body bends

but not her soul

her silver eyes, once bold

now tremble

desperate for him

not for me

chasing shadows

a heart in endless flight

Why should we read the Bible?

1. Know God's will (Ps 119:105)

2. Grow in faith (Rom 10:17)

3. Receive instruction (2 Tim 3:16)

4. Receive correction (2 Tim 3:16)

5. Find comfort (Rom 15:4)

6. Find encouragement (Rom 15:4)

7. Share it with others (1 Pet 3:15)

8. Equip ourselves (2 Tim 3:16–17)

9. Overcome temptation (Ps. 119:11)

— Dustin Benge

I am good

Where are you from

Auhhhmmm... I'm from Gujarat... But living in BANGALORE!!!! Wht abt uhhh😊

The art of holding hands

Hello

How are uhhhh?

Merry Christmas🎄

— Susan Sontag, from “Death Kit,” (1967) (via lunamonchtuna)

I wanna take you to the special spots of my city. we gonna enjoy the streetfoods together. At evening i'm gonna take you to the sea shore⛱️ one of my fvrt spot. There we gonna enjoy the sunset. And yk how? You sitting in my lap. I've held you tightly in my arms And you can feel my chest. Koi baatein nahi ham sirf sunset ko dekh rhe aur wo samandar ki lahere ki awaz aa rhi hai. There's a cold breeze aur wo tumhare baalon ki lat ko aage lata hai, i try to put it behind your earlobe. And i kiss you gently on your neck and i whisper this in your ear, "the world feels soo special when you're with me" And i kiss your earlobe.

| Shyam

gentle reminder: you are very capable and I’m excited for your future

Ye gaana bilkul tumhari tarah hai

Tumhari yaad dilata hai

Tumhare aur kareeb laata hai

"I made a playlist for you"

"This song reminds me of you"

If you like a bunch of my posts I'm just going to assume you're being a wet little slut and you're touching yourself (which you absolutely should do).

went on the mistiest foggiest hike this weekend

yeah you're cute, but will u clean my glasses for me when my shirt isn't the right fabric?

Isn't it beautiful? When

someone waits for you at home.

someone is there for you to look after your meals.

someone looks for your health.

someone prays for you everyday.

someone puts you to sleep every fckin day.

That intimacy of sleeping together in each others arms. You slowly sleep in her arms imagining a family with her while she's patting your back. Putting each others to sleep and your morning starts with her love. It's a different kinda sukoon♡

Letter#2

To: My secret love

Would you please notice me? my love for you? all these days and weeks and months, i want you to notice me. I want you to see that that person you're with is no good, i could and would treat you a lot better. that is what you deserve.

I know maybe you can never feel anything for me other than what we have, but then tell me why do I feel that gaze of yours on me, eye contacts which linger, soft touches which shoot electric current through our spines. why do i feel this peace and happy feelings exploding in my chest when I see you smile. is it only what we have? nothing more?

your laugh, your eyes, your smile, your spectacles, your hands and your voice, everything is just so beautiful. I know the exact things to say to make you laugh. I know whenever you're sad, whenever you're angry or upset. I even know sometimes what made you upset. I want to keep you happy. To see that smile of yours. To hold your hand. To go places with you. To be in bed with you. in your embrace. to be with you, emotionally, physically, mentally. Be mine.

That night, when you cried to me about your grandparents, i wanted to hold you, to hig you and comfort you. to kiss you and tell you everything's gonna be all right.

That time when we laughed together and talked for endless hours, I want to do that everyday.

Your smile. Your smile when i bought your favourite biscuits. I want to see that again.

I love hearing your rants after the day ends, amd you're all tired and weared out, I want to hear those everyday.

You hear all my rants and talks. even the things i feel like are unnecessary, you hear them too.

When we fought, you stayed. You stayed and figured it out with me.You stayed.

I remember the time when things weren't great at my family, and you comforted me.

I want to be with you. Be with me please. I want to kiss you on your forehead, to play with your hair, have you lay down on my lap. To have you in my arms at the end of the day. To come home to you even when we're both tired, but seeing your mere smile would fix that. To talk to you endlessly on calls, To laugh and cry and to love and fight with you.

Be mine.

From: A

Hope

Hope is the maker and the destroyer.

Hope, as we say it. Belief, faith, hoping everything gets alright. It makes and breaks a person.

Believing you'd be alright. Believing, one day you'd wake up and looknaround and see that their would be no grief and pain like it is now. There won't be dirty, dark alleys and poverty, there won't be people yelling at you, fighting, screaming at each other. There won't be death and grief around you. Sounds of people wailing, and crying, and screaming won't be heard anymore and that there'd be smiles around you . Believing that you'd be smiling one day, waking up with happiness and not with the urge to die everyday. Believing, hoping in the future. That one day, you'd not have to be tied in the shackles of the society and their norms. That you'd finally be free one day.

Believing that one day you'd finally live.

Hope is a wonderful thing. It saves a drowning person, a dying person who has given up on life. Hope makes a perso. fall in love even when he thought he'd had given up and stop believing in love and affection a long time ago.

Hope makes you believe you'd achieve all your dreams and wake up in a beautiful house, with a loving family. Happiness all around. Love, smiles, and joy in the air. That you'd have people who love you and care for you. They would not leave you like your parents. Abandoning and neglecting you, they won't do that. They'd hold onto you. Hoping that one day you'd have money. Great money so that you'd finally be free. Hope is good. It makes us feel alive. It makes us feel as if we're in an alternate reality where there is no pain, no grief and no tears. There is sunshine and happiness. Hope makes you believe in the unbelievable. Hope makes you believe in the non-existent reality. It makes you believe that this non-existent reality would exist one day. Right in front of your eyes. Hope makes you feel a little happy. and alive. and free.

Let's play titanic You'll be ocean And I'll go down on you

The Pinky Finger

Have you ever wondered, how life would be without our pinky finger???

Maine socha hai, yehi ki jo yeh pinky finger haina yeh baddi kamaal ki cheez hai yaar... You know bohot saare najane kyun parr values yeh hold karti hai yeh aapne aander...

Chahe woh ho do logo ke beech kiya hua promise...

Ya ho kisi bacche ka unke parent ke liye pyaar...

Ya ho hamari bacchpan ke friend/unfriend or katti-batti karne ka sabse easy method...

Ya ho do prem karne waalo ke beech mein prem ke ek pull ke jaisa...

Yeh jo pinky finger hai yeh harr moment mein values hold karta hai logo ki life mein... Isn't that beautiful?

And not forget, it being the universal sign for "pee" 😂 This pinky finger has always been by our side... Making our life and showing our emotions easier...

Pinky finger is like that sabse small sibling of the family... Who gets suppressed under the importance of his elder siblings like Middle and Ring finger... Aur sometimes it's sacrifices gets ignored... It's not like the small one isn't making any efforts... It's just that his elder sibling Thumb always steals the limelight in being the best of the bunch...

I don't even know why i thought about it but frankly speaking i can't unthink it now soo decided to share it here... 😂

@wizardcherryblossom hey, wanna hold your pinky finger with mine darling? 👉🏻👈🏻

You must be an angel since you care for flowers.

Greenhouse reading nooks 🌱

an escape like this please

Desi dark academia moodboard set in Bangalore, India

This is something that is very close to my heart. Most of this is taken from places I have been to and things I've experienced. There arent a lot of typical "desi aesthetic" photos here because Bangalore is a place where everything is jumbled up and has created this wonderful atmosphere of new meets old.

Reblogs and comments appreciated 🥰🥰🥰

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We can sometimes stop and appreciate the scenery. Then time will gradually being to flow more quickly. Time will slip away, and we won't be able to do anything about it. We'll enjoy all the happiness that life grants us.

QUEEN OF TEARS (2024) epilogue cards from episodes 9-16 (part 2)

The sun didn't rise today

But it will, tomorrow

Despite knowing our future...

We still waited for the sun to rise

I wanted you to be by my side♡

The problem is we're looking for someone to grow old together while the secret is finding someone to remain kid with....

Someone who brings out the inner child in us....

Someone who breaks the walls which we have built around our hearts...

Someone who makes us believe that it's not necessary that we are always the one who love but never the loved...

Someone who can be our muse....

Someone who feels like a warm hug after a chilly night....

Someone who is like the moon....

-K.Y 💗