Here’s One Thing I Know, The Lord Is Never Surprised By Anything That Happens In My Life.

I want to throw you against a wall, wrap your legs around my waist and kiss you. Kiss you until we have to stop to catch our breaths. I want you and only you. I want to take you on road trips that lead us to pulling over on the side of the road because we can’t keep our hands off each other. I want you and your flaws. I want your messy makeup from teary eyes as I hold you and talk to you about life. I want the 3am phone calls because you can’t sleep at night. I want to be yours and only yours. I want to taste all your cooking, even if it’s not good, even if it’s experimenting I’d have you cook every meal for the rest of my life. I want you. I want my trembling hands to grab your waist and dance with you in the middle of an empty room. I want to struggle on days when I can’t see you. I want to fight about meaningless stuff that will lead to meaningful sex. I want you. I want your hand to rest on my forearm as we enter a party, so I can reassure you that you are safe with me. I want to sing to you in the shower and have you shut me up with kisses because we both know I’m no singer. I want the ups and downs, the winter and summer days. I want you and only you

The Quiet World

by Jeffrey McDaniel

In an effort to get people to look into each other’s eyes more, and also to appease the mutes, the government has decided to allot each person exactly one hundred and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it to my ear without saying hello. In the restaurant I point at chicken noodle soup. I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long distance lover, proudly say I only used fifty-nine today. I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn’t respond, I know she’s used up all her words, so I slowly whisper I love you thirty-two and a third times. After that, we just sit on the line and listen to each other breathe.

writing is just reverse Pictionary. put a little picture from your brain into another brain. no drawing allowed

05.04.2023 • wednesday

i actually spent my day relaxing and resting :]. but in the evening, i felt motivated and decided to study. and it turns out when you’re rested enough, studying can be not so agonizing. what a discovery.

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gentle reminder: you are very capable and I’m excited for your future

Letter#2

To: My secret love

Would you please notice me? my love for you? all these days and weeks and months, i want you to notice me. I want you to see that that person you're with is no good, i could and would treat you a lot better. that is what you deserve.

I know maybe you can never feel anything for me other than what we have, but then tell me why do I feel that gaze of yours on me, eye contacts which linger, soft touches which shoot electric current through our spines. why do i feel this peace and happy feelings exploding in my chest when I see you smile. is it only what we have? nothing more?

your laugh, your eyes, your smile, your spectacles, your hands and your voice, everything is just so beautiful. I know the exact things to say to make you laugh. I know whenever you're sad, whenever you're angry or upset. I even know sometimes what made you upset. I want to keep you happy. To see that smile of yours. To hold your hand. To go places with you. To be in bed with you. in your embrace. to be with you, emotionally, physically, mentally. Be mine.

That night, when you cried to me about your grandparents, i wanted to hold you, to hig you and comfort you. to kiss you and tell you everything's gonna be all right.

That time when we laughed together and talked for endless hours, I want to do that everyday.

Your smile. Your smile when i bought your favourite biscuits. I want to see that again.

I love hearing your rants after the day ends, amd you're all tired and weared out, I want to hear those everyday.

You hear all my rants and talks. even the things i feel like are unnecessary, you hear them too.

When we fought, you stayed. You stayed and figured it out with me.You stayed.

I remember the time when things weren't great at my family, and you comforted me.

I want to be with you. Be with me please. I want to kiss you on your forehead, to play with your hair, have you lay down on my lap. To have you in my arms at the end of the day. To come home to you even when we're both tired, but seeing your mere smile would fix that. To talk to you endlessly on calls, To laugh and cry and to love and fight with you.

Be mine.

From: A

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Student: Deficient.

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The Fly Away

I'm so proud of you my Friend. Your brave smile and caring heart, so sincere and encouraging to others, while you silently bear your own struggles. 

I know it seems there is no one to share your burdens, and some moments you feel as though you will be crushed under the weight.

Our world has changed significantly. Many of us have been seperated into what can often seem a hostile isolation. 

I see you, I acknowledge your living worth, and I love you.

Some seasons of life come and go quickly, some seem never-ending. 

Life is change though. 

Be present, observe everything you experience as completely as you are able to. There will be lessons to treasure even in the pain. Especially in the pain of struggle, this is where the most valuable and lasting beauty is mined; in the darkest places.

We always emerge into the light again. One of these times when we emerge we will be surprised to discover, it is from the cocoon where we squirmed and wriggled in the pain and discomfort of growing our wings of lasting liberation.

🦋 

Peace,

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