When Fiona Apple sang, “How can I ask anyone to love me, when all I do is beg to be left alone,” and when Mitski sang, “you’re growing tired of me, and all the things I don’t talk about,” and when Julien Baker sang, “it’s not easy when what you think of me is important, and I know it shouldn’t be so damn important, but it is to me,” and when Elliott Smith sang, “I’m alone but that’s okay, I don’t mind most of the time; I don’t feel afraid to die,” and when the Front Bottoms sang, “sometimes you get sad when we’re together because you’re not sure if you’ll miss me when I’m gone,” and when
Gerard Way as Joan of Arc, 2022.
‘you’re my baby’, say it to me.
Here is a Jude&Willem edit i made after finishing A Little Life’s play, it was honestly a hundred times better than i expected; The actors held nothing back and seeing Jude and Willem’s relationship on screen made me incredibly happy.
Hope you’ll enjoy this little edit I made that took way too long to finish, but nevertheless i like the outcome.
Also if you’d like, you can read my Jude x Willem comfort fanfic here on AO3 or here on tumblr!
Please don’t repost without credit to watermark, thank you so much!
Maybe if we say “Dear Evan Hansen proshot” three times it’ll magically appear like beetlejuice or something idk
“I’d like to be in love with somebody. Pretty much the same thing that everybody else wants - to be totally alive and not be deadened down by the way things are… I don’t know if I really have any other goals.”
Elliott Smith
I am, in fact, going to now go about my life and continue to try to be a person that Jude St Francis could have loved and been loved by in return
Interviewer: Do you think suicide is courageous or cowardly? Elliott: It’s ugly and cruel and I really need my friends to stick around, but dying people should have that right. I was hospitalized for a little while and I didn’t have that option, and it made me feel even crazier. But I prefer not to appear as some kind of disturbed person. I think a lot of people try to get mileage out of it, like, “I’m a tortured artist” or something. I’m not a tortured artist, and there’s nothing really wrong with me. I just had a bad time for a while.