I'm in deep you guys.
when you are very bad for years, people no longer worry.
you become invisible, a ghost.
I can leave now, everyone has forgotten me.
"I'd destroy the world to protect you" but it's a parent/child relationship
i know it's hard. but i so firmly believe the strongest antidote to loneliness is reaching out first. and continuing to reach out. again and again and again. excise any scrap of shame you hold about being the person who texts first or pitches the plan or asks to get lunch. everyone is tired and busy and struggling. and afraid of feeling unwanted and unimportant. don't let the people you love feel that way. reach out first. don't be a ghost in your own life.
Light of his life <3
Last butch arms post did well so have anotherš¤
[he/she - masc+fem endearments ok!] [cishets DNI]
every now and then i remember that i still have the little doohickey i recorded a bunch of the marble hornets glitch sound effects with
the feminine urge to run away from home with nothing but a razor blade and vodka, and cut yourself in the middle of the woods until you bleed out, surrounded by the beauty of nature and some very confused rabbits.
some sort of woman has been spotted hiding out in the edge of the woods covered in blood. authorities say she's just vibing.
my femme called me a "monster" while pretending she's not enjoying being pushed down into the mattress with my entire weight on top of her fragile little body while (yet still) humping down my thigh with no breaks and i've been rock hard since
sincerely,
an incredibly sadistic butch