this was a request from a kind anon.
summary: reader who really likes horror movies.
xavier | zayne | sylus | caleb
rafayel x reader | fluff
Rafayel watches you from where he's lounging sideways on your couch, head propped on a pillow like some tragic Victorian poet. He looks criminally comfortable for someone sitting through a 1970s horror slasher. The kind with grainy film and uncomfortably long shots of people doing absolutely nothing before something awful happens.
But you, you are in your element.
You're sitting cross-legged with your notebook in your lap. Well, notebook is a strong word. It's more like a fabric-bound monster of its own. A monstrosity of dog-eared pages, scribbled thoughts, bookmarks made of candy wrappers, and a paperclip that's given up on doing anything useful.
You're scribbling furiously with a glittery gel pen as the killer's silhouette appears behind the protagonist on screen.
''You see that?'' you say, eyes gleaming as you pause the movie, so you can better gesture with your pen. ''They used high-contrast techniques to create deep shadows and strong highlights, blurring the line between the physical and the psychological. It's a callback to The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari-expressionist influences, full circle. Ugh! So good.''
Rafayel raises a perfectly groomed eyebrow.
''Cutie,'' he says, voice thick with amused affection, ''only you could make murder sound like a love letter.''
You grin without looking up. ''I don't like the gore, I like the craft. There's intention in every frame. Every light. Every angle. The violence is just…contextual punctuation.''
He hums thoughtfully. ''A semicolon of suffering.''
''Exactly!''
There's a moment of silence as you flip a few more pages, trying to find your breakdown of the film's lighting progression. Rafayel leans over a little, pretending to peer into the book, but mostly just using it as an excuse to get closer.
He taps one corner gently. ''Is that…a pressed flower?''
''Yes. From the Suspiria screening. The remake, not the original.''
''Of course,'' he murmurs, clearly having no idea what that means but delighted all the same.
Then, softly, ''You carry entire universes in this book of yours.''
You blink, caught off guard. ''It's just a notebook.''
He smiles like you've said something heartbreakingly naive. ''It's a testament. To what you love. To how your mind works. And if I may say so,'' he traces the notebook's tattered edge with a fingertip, ''that is its own kind of romance.''
You feel your face heat up.
''I mean, if you really want romance,'' you say, trying to regain footing, ''we could watch Crimson Peak next. The actors have said that it's a very passionate love story, supported and complemented by fantastic elements. And not to forget, it's the first film in the Mystery Horror Genre. ''
He exhales a laugh. ''That might be the most you version of flirting I've ever heard.''
You bump your shoulder against his, smiling. ''You're still here listening.''
''Cutie, I would sit through a thousand jump scares and a dozen cursed VHS tapes just to hear you talk about third-act structure and prosthetic gore.''
''…Even found footage films?''
He shudders. ''Let's not test the strength of my devotion.''
You laugh, leaning your head against his shoulder as you unpause the movie. He adjusts slightly, letting you rest against him while your chunky notebook stays balanced in your lap. His hand finds yours, thumb brushing softly over your fingers as the scene resumes.
Blood erupts on cue, the soundtrack crashing down like a closing curtain.
And Rafayel smiles, because nothing makes him feel more enchanted than seeing you light up in the dark, explaining why fear on film is just another way to understand the human heart.
look at this photo i took of my cat its really important
IM HOLDING OUT FOR A HIMBO TILL THE END OF THE NIGHT
hes gotta be strong
and hes gotta be fast
and hes gotta be dumb and polite
Watching a post on FB about chickens not eating a food their owners got them, and people telling this person "just don't give them more until they eat it" and "they'll eat it if they're hungry enough" and thinking about how if someone asks about a toxic plant in their yard these same people will swear chickens "know what's good for them" and "they won't eat stuff that's bad for them." And somehow these two things live together in their heads with no conflict. Well which is it? Does your chicken know the feed is bad or can they not tell when things are good or bad for them?
I went through several feeds looking for one my birds actually liked that I also liked. The one they're on now is sound but they also seem to really enjoy it. They don't anymore, but they used to dig/sort through chows, spill a bunch, only eat it when they really had to. That's miserable, I think. What a miserable existence, to be expected to eat food you dislike every day with no control over it, no ability to change it. And it's deemed okay, because you're not willing to die over it so you're just being picky.
If your fowl are avoiding eating a feed, maybe it's not a good feed or maybe they don't like it. Maybe try a different one and see if you can find one that's decent but also tastes good. Try pellets vs crumble vs mash. This person was feeding mash (a powdery food meant to be served wet) dry and it had whole grains in it the birds were picking out. Of course they're going to pick out the whole grains and leave the dry powder behind. I would, too. It's not hard to give them some water with their chow. I do it near daily with crumble and the birds lose it, they love that stuff. It's so easy. It's such a little thing. Sometimes I just wish I could shake someone through a computer screen until their teeth rattle.
i have to share with you all my favorite totk video ever
I have disco cabin fever this rules
Feeling rough lately.
“See you next time” is a wallpaper I made with Kiki from Animal Crossing. Also made a “dreamy version” of it which gives it a softer look (in my opinion 👀)
If you want to download them you can on my kofi page! It’s free but if you want to give me some money for it I definitely won’t complain! My other wallpapers I’ve made are also in the shop😉
Thank you for your support❤️
i need you to be aware that you can make a giant batch of caramelized onions to keep in the freezer and defrost at will. that is legal and they can't stop you. they can't take this from you