Hello my friend, my name is Jaafar from North Gaza, I am 24 years old, and finally after waiting for a whole year of killing, displacement, hunger, massacres and genocide against us, the time for a ceasefire has come, thank God we are still alive after all the exhaustion, and during the next week we will return to our homes in North Gaza, which was completely destroyed, unfortunately our area was completely and brutally destroyed and we have nothing left, neither a home, nor property, nor furniture, nor clothes, nor any other clothes, I know that returning to the north will be very painful and difficult due to the lack of the necessities of life, and we will start building our lives from scratch, but we are happy for the war to end.
Please đ, donate to my campaign to save my family, even a small amount will help us stabilize ourselves a little, and buy some supplies đĽš, I hope that God will protect your family and friends, thank you đĽ°đŠľ
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Palestinian women and girls are actively being denied uterine and gynecological care. they have to use tent remnants as tampons and pads. theyâre also getting infections as well. israel is actively denying them humanity. they have 0 access to care they need.
The Pious Projects is raising funds to distribute feminine hygiene kits in Gaza! They have on ground teams serving their own communities and their programs are always 100% admin free. Click the link to learn more & donate a hygiene kit. They have different tiers of donation so anything from a 5 dollar donation to a 1000 dollar donation can be done
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The original inspiration for my username on most of my accounts is what Kaworu said in the show Neon Genesis Evangelion. A set of 6 kawoshin paintings to celebrate these 2, all the possible auâs, the good music of the show and more! Kaworu Nagisa as a character made quite an impact on me when he showed up in the show. He was wholesome, genuine and pure.I always think of a lot of things to say in my description as I draw but then by the time I get to post I lose track.I think my works speak for themselves.
âDeath of the self is the only absolute freedom there is.I want you to make me feel human.No matter how frightening it is, I wonât look away.If there is love at the end of everything .â
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They are currently bombing Rafah while the Superbowl is on. They are bombing 1.5million people in tents. Keep your eyes on Gaza
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Hi dear donors ! â¤ď¸
I would like to extend my thank and gratitude for the support you have been offering over the last eleven months. â¤ď¸âşď¸
My family and I have been suffering and going through the hardest days we have ever experienced in our life . Things are very hard to get and and sometimes unattainable.đđ
Our life is only in this small tent. No facilities and no means of life.
One small tent is granted to each family whatever the number may be. All things have become hell on earth.
Our sufferings and hardship started on the first day of the war when all our possessions were completely destroyed and burned. We have become displaced and homeless , finding ourselves in a small tent in streets with no means of life. We lack every single necessary thing of life; food, water, hygiene essentials, and other necessities have become scarce and rare.
Our life has been tough and harsh all the last time. No cooking gas , nor cooking tools exist . We struggle to prepare a small meal of food.
No bakeries are available. Everything seems hard and unbelievable.đ
This is a part of burying the dead. We also face some problems in the process of buying our dead people as no place is there for the family. Tombs aren't for the number of people living on a small spot of land.
All what we need is to survive the war and be safe. We are trying to secure the daily basic living necessities and this can come true with your contribution and support. Please don't spare this moment of supporting the people in need in Gaza in this tough and dire time. You can help us by either donating however small it is or sharing my posts. Your support makes a big difference for families in
Help this little child reach what she thinks it is for safety and peace.
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Hello, my name is Iman, a mother of five children, the oldest is 15 years old and the youngest is two. I live with my family in northern Gaza. Our life has turned into a battlefield. We lost our home and were forced to flee and escape with our lives. We have been displaced eight times, moving from one school to another, and we are now living a life of homelessness and hunger. Even clean water is unavailable đđ. My children are suffering from starvation and malnutrition, going to bed hungry every day. I cry for my little daughter, who is two years old, when she asks for milk, which we don't have, and her frail body survives only on flour and stale bread. She has been deprived of everything. My children long for vegetables, meat, and fruit, which we haven't had in 11 months since the war began. Our bodies have been worn down, our bones are brittle, and my son Mohamed's chest bones are now protruding along with his spine. His body is covered in scabies due to a lack of cleanliness and the absence of medicine. Our bodies are swollen from the intense heat as we live with 40 people crammed into a small classroom filled with displaced people. My children have been deprived of education, even though they are all excellent students. On top of everything, there's constant bombing, fear, and hunger every day đĽş. This is why I am reaching out, as I have no income to provide for their basic needs as we try to rebuild our lives
Your donations will be the lifeline for my children, offering them a chance to survive and live through these difficult and harsh conditions. Even a very small contribution will make a difference in their lives. Every dollar counts in helping them through this crisis. Please, join in lending a helping hand during this tough and challenging time.
We are in northern Gaza, bodies without life, starvation is killing us, from the youngest to the oldest. We need your support, even if it's something
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The apocalypse sucked.
The sky was always the same depressing shade of Vecna Scarlet and Steve hadnât seen the sun in 432 days. Or what he thought had been 432 days. It was hard to tell sometimes without anything to mark the passage of time. He tried to sleep when he was tired but couldnât let his guard down with Demodogs and Demobats roaming around. Vecna had left Hawkins, but the open portals still spit out the occasional Upside Down monster. Sleeping also meant dreaming and nightmares. Steve didnât know which were worse; the dreams where everyone was alive and he had to wake up or the nightmares where he watched them die over and over again. He didnât sleep much.
He had slowly made his way through every house in the area looking for food and supplies, but there was only one left. Which meant it was time to leave Hawkins. He would scavenge the last house and then head out. He didnât really have a plan but figured he would just start walking in the opposite direction to the one Vecna had taken. He went up to the house and broke the glass above the door. Sticking his hand in carefully to avoid the shards, he unlocked it from the inside. He opened the door and listened carefully for any movement before heading to the kitchen.
He checked the cupboards first, knowing not to touch the fridge. The power had turned off in the first few months of Vecnaâs invasion and never came back on. The first few cupboards had plates and dishware so he kept looking until he came across the canned goods. The first cans were baked beans.
âWhy is there always beans?â Steve asked himself. He fucking hated beans. Moving them to the side, he spotted canned peaches and Campbellâs soup.
âJackpot.â
He grabbed them, put them on the counter, and went searching for water. Food had never been a problem but water was getting harder to find. The grocery store and super-market had been cleaned out of bottled water after the âearthquake,â and the taps werenât working anymore. There also hadnât been any rain since Vecna fucked up the sky so no way to get fresh water. Luckily, he found some bottles in the pantry, along with stale cookies. Delicious. He grabbed his backpack off his shoulder and dumped everything out onto the counter.
The backpack had all his worldly possessions. The peaches and soup went to the bottom of the bag with the rest of his canned goods. He ate the cookies as he repacked. He used to have more clothes but they were a waste of space. Underwear and socks were the only spare clothes he kept anymore. He also had a blanket, flashlight, lighter, cigarettes, ammunition, spare batteries for his Walkman, some tapes, and Dustinâs copy of The Hobbit. He shoved his bat back down the side and zipped it up to keep everything in place. Unclipping his canteen from the side, he refilled it with the bottled water.
He hefted the bag, pleased that the new cans didnât add too much weight and threw it back over his shoulder. Steve looked down for a moment, taking stock of himself. Boots from War Zone were laced up to his ankles. A machete was strapped to his left leg with the holster for his handgun right above it. His jeans were filthy but he couldnât find it in himself to care. Every bit of him was covered in grime, water too precious to use for washing. He had a thick grey sweater on with Eddieâs jacket layered over top. He nodded. Time to go.
After leaving the house, Steve looked around. When he had started scavenging, he had worked his way from the heart of Hawkins and moved outwards. He had saved this house for last because it was on the very outskirts of the city. Walking to the road he looked right then left. Left led back to Hawkins and right led out of the city.
âGood-bye,â he said to the only home he had ever known and turned right down the road.
The only good thing about the sky being fucked was he didnât have to worry about the weather anymore. The bad thing about the sky being fucked was no plants could grow anymore and all the trees were either dead or dying, leaving very little cover on the open road. Steve hated feeling so exposed, but at least he could also see anything coming towards him. Stopping for a moment, he took his Walkman out of the bag and popped in his Bruce Springsteen tape. He put the headphones around his neck and turned the volume all the way up. He needed to be able to hear so he never put the headphones over his ears.
He had a few tapes in his bag but Springsteen was his favourite. He had listened through it twice when a distortion appeared in front of him. It looked like a portal, the edges of reality bending into a focal point. It shimmered and cracked with electricity. Jesus Christ, Steve could not handle Demodogs or Demobats in the middle of nowhere without any cover or defensible position. He could handle one dog, maybe a couple of bats. But what were the odds that only a manageable few would come out of a portal? Slim to none. Steve was fucked.
Maybe thatâs a good thing.
Steve had promised Dustin before he died that he would fight. That he would never give up. And over the past year, he had wanted to give up over and over and over. But he kept going. Because that promise was all he had left. But the portal was opening, and he was tired. There was nowhere for him to run. This was the end. Steve was⌠relieved. It was finally going to be over. He dropped his bag and took his bat out. He wouldnât go down without a fightâŚhe had promised after all.
The distortion pulsed once before breaking open into a doorway, Steve took a step back but stopped and stared in bewilderment when it wasnât The Upside Down on the other side. The sky was blue and sunlight leaked out, close enough that Steve could feel its warmth. The grass was green and a sweet-smelling wind swept over him. His bat slipped from his fingers. Standing in front of him were his kids.
He was dead.
He didnât know how it happened and he didnât care.
He sobbed and ran to them.
Dustin. Max. Will. Eleven. Lucas. Mike.
âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry.â He cried as he got closer. He reached Dustin first and crushed the younger man into his chest. The rest of them crowded in around him, hugging him. He opened his arms to gather them all close. Tears were streaming down his face as he laughed and cried and held them. He closed his eyes and turned his face up to the sun, feeling the warmth on his face. This was heaven. It must be. He had missed them so much. His kids.
âWhereâs everyone else? Whereâs Eddie?â he asked, looking around. He needed to see him. If Steve was dead, then he should be here, too. Everyone should be here.
âWe didnât tell them we were looking for you,â Dustin replied. âWe didnât want them to get their hopes up in case we couldnât find you.â
ThatâŚmade no sense. Steve dropped his arms and stepped back from them. Max and Eleven stuck close to his sides, holding on to the sleeves of his sweater like they were afraid he was going to float away.
âWhat?â
âIt took El a long time, she traveled to-â Dustin trailed off and turned to Eleven, âhow many did you go to El?â
âThousands,â she said and nodded. âI would have gone to a thousand more.â
âI donât understand. Thousands of what?â
âParallel universes, Steve. Keep up!â Dustin said.
Steve blinked. Parallel what?
âYouâre all dead,â Steve said slowly, âand Iâm dead.â
âNo!â they yelled.
âOur Steve died when we killed Vecna. El has been searching through parallel universes to find a Steve who had lost us and we finally found you,â Max chimed in for the first time.
âWhy did it take so many?â
Eleven looked uncomfortable. âThe circumstances had to be right. I could not take a Steve away from his family.â There was something they werenât telling him. Eleven didnât lie, but she was skirting the truth right now and Steve could tell.
âWhat were the others like? The other Steves?â
She turned away from him. Looked at Mike and then Dustin. Both of the younger boys looked back wide eyed and terrified. An awful feeling started curdling in Steveâs gut.
âSteve-â Dustin started but Eleven beat him to it.
âThey all died, Steve. In every other universe Steve Harrington dies.â
âEl!â Mike yelled.
âFriends do not lie.â
âEvery one?â Steve asked, startled.
âYes,â she replied. âEvery one. Except for you.â
âHow? How did they all die?â
âThey sacrificed themselves to save us. To save the world.â
The words hung in the air around them. Steve turned back to the open portal that showed the hell-scape that was his home. He hadnât sacrificed himself. He had lived and his world had ended. The truth smacked him hard in the face. If he had given up his life, everyone he cared about would still be alive. An easy choice to make for every single Steve Harrington in every single universe, except for him. The coward who chose himself.
He was going to be sick. He pushed the kids away and tumbled to his knees. He vomited into the grass, his body shaking from the force of it.
âI donât belong here,â Steve whispered but Max heard him.
âYes, you do,â she said with no hesitation.
âIâm the only one who didnât sacrifice himself and my world ended. How the hell can I live with myself knowing that? Knowing that I doomed my whole world and everyone I loved because I was afraid?â
âI watched you die many times,â Eleven said. âSaving Dustin, or Max, or Eddie or me. Steve always put himself in front of us because he did not think he mattered as much as we did. So, I am glad that you were afraid. That in one universe you saved yourself. You deserve to live just as much as the rest of us. Donât you think your Eleven or your Dustin would be happy you lived? That you made it back to us?â
âI donât know! Theyâre dead and Iâm not and I donât know what to do with this â this new life youâre trying to give me. I donât deserve it! I failed them! They needed me to be strong, to be their protector and instead I saved myself!â Steve stood up and pointed his finger at her. âYouâre not my Eleven,â he said and then spun around to Dustin, âand youâre not my Dustin and I sure as shit am not your Steve.â
He was breathing erratically and couldnât catch his breath properly. Steve spun and ran for the portal that would take him back to where he belonged. He would go home to the apocalypse he had created and he would let something kill him so he could be with his family. Thatâs all he deserved.
The world went black before he reached it.
Part 2