I Don't EVER Wanna Hear You Say They Don't Know How To Act Again.

I'm not surviving next week

There are still hundreds of thousands of people in Northern Gaza

JUST TELL ME

is it me who won’t let go?

why can’t i escape you?

why are you always on my mind?

i see you everywhere but yet

you’re not in front of me.

i honestly don’t even know what you want from me.

it feels like i’m going crazy.

crying to myself in the bathroom,

just asking you to explain to me why?

why won’t you leave me energetically and mentally but left so easily physically?

don’t even try to tell me how to see it.

you won’t change my mind,

shit you haven’t even tried.

you just jumped without ending.

you talk so easily but why can’t i?

why do i feel that way, trapped but you’re living free?

and if you’re not then show me.

show me that you’re going crazy too.

show me that it wasn’t nothing.

that i was it for you until i wasn’t.

shit you could’ve showed dislike but instead,

you shot blanks.

those blanks taunted me…

and now you do too.

Bella Ramsey and their soon to be award-winning facial expressions, constantly breaking my heart.