if i ever call you lucifer, i may mean it negatively or positively like:
lucifer from the bible which is sad and bad ish (i have more on this but i’ll leave it general)
lucifer as in that evil mf from supernatural that literally NEVER wanted to die
lucifer from the tv show lucifer which could be either bad or good depending on the season
Wakanda forever showed that white people will get other minority groups to turn on each other when the real enemy is the whites
SOMETIMES
sometimes i just wish i could be mad at you like everyone else…
i wish i had more negative connotations,
stronger anger inside,
just more to make me not love the person that’s gone.
6 months later and still the questions come…
what happened?
y’all were so perfect for each other.
i guess not perfect enough in your mind.
and sometimes i think,
maybe i made it up.
maybe it was a dream,
or rose colored glasses,
i really don’t know.
i wish i did,
but you won’t tell me.
you just keep lying so what’s the point?
when you are so scared,
scared to hurt me if i’m not hurting you.
you won’t say the dark truth,
even if i dig it out of you.
i just don’t know how we can push through when our time restarts.