Hallowed

I’m still sad about GG/plaaastic killing her self. I didn’t know her or ever talk to her but is affecting me.

When I was really suicidal I thought that I already was dead basically and that no one would miss me or they’d be better off without me. I know that’s not true now, but I truly believed that at the time.

This may be unpopular, but I don’t think suicide is selfish. I get what it’s like to be in that amount of suffering. I think recovery is possible, but I understand it. It’s their choice as sad as it is. I just hope she is finally at peace.

To know someone like you are home To feel so cold on concrete And even when things get cold you know we still share a scene We still share a scene

Frederick Sandys (1829-1904) "Love's Shadow" (1867) Oil on panel Pre-Raphaelite The painting's sitter is actress Mary Emma Jones, Sandys' common-law wife. She is biting the blooms of blue violets, which are a symbol of love and devotion in Victorian floriography

Paradise Lost…

Path McGrath Make-up looks for Maison Margiela Couture ss24

i wonder if the noncatholic girlbloggers know that saint sebastian survived all of that. there's some post about the paintings of him shot full of arrows being of his "sensual dying form" but like. he very much did not die <3 a woman nursed him back to health #feminism. unfortunately he did get beaten to death and thrown into a sewer later but. it is what it is. the arrows are much sexier

"Thoroughfare" LIVE by @mothercain

Some old diary photos from July

I watched The Riot Club the other day, and while I think the best word to describe it would be "anticlimactic", Sam Reid's in it and it gave me the perfect opportunity to make a very self-indulgent gif dump. Hope you enjoy!