Pleas Read From Right To Left.

Just now seeing TVNAT au and i might be falling in love with it just a little bit.

I wanted to ask how this version of dream sees himself? As someone who struggles with dissociation a lot and happens to be guilty of projecting onto our favorite villain, I'm curious on how the lack of pain and having gotten used to "playtime" would affect how he views his body

I remember pretty clearly how such a disconnect with my body and the things it felt would make me think of it more like an object, i thought that might be something interesting to play around with. Does he think of himself like a doll, knowing how easily his limbs can come apart just to be put back together? Does he see himself as one whole or does he see his body as more of a toy?

Apologies for the long ask, tysm for sharing such an interesting concept if you happen to read this<3

Thank you for liking the AU!

TVNAT!Dream sees himself as a 'tool' and has always been a mean to an end. He doesn't treasure it in the sense that he doesn't care about the amount of harm inflicted on it, but he also adores his body in the sense that it remembers all the experiences it went through. Is it complicated? Yes, but in his mind that is how it works.

He cares and doesn't care for his body at the same time. He would destroy it without a thought but also cradle it with care. Losing his sense of pain only further fuel his dissociation.

However, it did make him extra tanky. In addition to the fact that he is essentially immortal due to the revival book, he is an unstoppable force should he decide to go after someone.

It's Christmas and I'm thinking about how c!Dream spent literally every single Christmas completely scared out of his mind and tangled up in his plans. Christmas 2020 he was working on getting the disc from c!Skeppy and setting up the staged finale after telling c!Punz that the entire server was turning against him. Christmas 2021 he had just been broken out of prison and was either already back to hiding in the prison or desperately on the run to avoid getting caught by a server that wanted him dead. He might not have even realized that Christmas came and went until he noticed people taking down the decorations. There was seldom a moment of respite for c!Dream, and that's just so heartbreaking.

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

Dreamie Angel

i dont remember if u were active then but that time dream and punz played on saps hardcore world together and dream kept wanting to build his house where punz was? so sweet i havent stopped thinking about them, i need them back so bad im gonna throw up

WAIT I WAS FUCKING BUSY FOR THAT STERAM AND I NEVER WATCHED THE VOD oh this is gonna be an experience yall prepare yourselves cause my demons.. ough my demons

Fuck it. Mutuals as dsmp characters:

c!George - @llitchilitchi (similar to an XD-induced fever dream and I mean that in the best way)

c!Bad - @hiding-in-the-vault (adopting all the poor lost children)

c!Punz - @theminecraftbox (enjoyer of dead people, no I will not elaborate)

c!Sam - @lookinghalfacorpse (24/7 putting c!Dream through the fires of the underworld)

c!Quackity - @swordfright (delights in being a source of suffering)

c!Techno - @justcallme-ange (spends time in retirement before doing the most insane shit you've seen (art))

c!Niki - @rivalsposting (fueled by a burning vengeance and also makes stunning cupcakes)

c!Michael Beloved - @simplepotatofarmer (chicken enthusiast, need I say more?)

c!Tommy - @dreamsclock (birthplace of all destruction)

c!Tubbo - @voidpidgeon (brain needs to be studied under a microscope)

c!Wilbur - @dr3amofagame (says words in the correct order)

None of y'all get the honor of being c!Dream.

(I literally made this in 10 minutes, there were more people I wanted to add but I couldn't think of characters, I'm so sorry 😭)

we're so fucking back

Every so often disaster strikes the drestate, all the towers are hit with nuclear bombs and out of the rubble, just as the dust settles, someone rises, pats their pants and goes "I think Dream's an Alpha" and then someone from under the rubble will scream "That's BULLSHIT" And I find that beautiful

do u ever walk from a social interaction like damn. this is why i keep my mouth shut most of the time

If cTechno had a tumblr he would be one of those gimmick blogs. His url would be overthrowthegoverment and all he'd do would be comment "I have a suggestion" on reblogs of anyone complaining about anything.

If cDream had a tumblr he would comment some random shitpost, someone would comment mocking him for being wrong, he would reply with a bunch of references and links to peer reviewed studies proving that not only he was right but also that it was really important that people educate themselves about that subject, and then the version that goes viral is the one without his reply.