Weird Thoughts.

huh... ya know that clip Dream used in his vid that he took down?... well I just found the full thing... it's interesting how he talks about not saying he likes Dream publicly since it goes against his brand...

transcript:

"Dream's so helpful, man. Dream's awesome. He's like—probably for the past like eight months, once a week me, Dream will have like a two-hour call. And he just—and he just helps me with shit and I ask him questions... I mean he gets a lot of shit because he deserves it and I hate him but he's lovely"

"(reading chat) 'Dream is great' or no, fellas, we've got to stay in character. I'm not—I'm not—I'm not going to compliment Dream publicly. You know, he surely may be lovely, give me lots of his time and it's really nice, but fucking no. No, no—like guys, guys, guys, like the—the hit song: Cash by Love Sad Kid, you should all know that's my favorite song of all time. That—he always—he says the hit lyric I—I, "Everything I do is on brand." That's like me—that's like me."

sometimes people on this website get so up in arms angry about a topic and hate on it so intensely and in so many words that it soon becomes clear that they have no idea what they're talking about

“Äiti itki. Isä lähti huoneesta. Vivian istui nurkassa ja kuunteli vaiti. Kissamme Minni hyppäsi vuoteelle ja käpertyi jalkojeni päälle ja kehräsi, sillä kehräämällä parannetaan sairaita.” — Emmi Itäranta. Kuunpäivän kirjeet

“Mom cried. Dad left the room. Vivian sat in the corner and listened quietly. Our cat Minni jumped on the bed and curled up on my legs and purred, for through purring the sick are healed.” — Emmi Itäranta. The Moonday Letters. Quote tranlated by me (unofficial)

They just done beating some noobs 👊👊

does it count if i'm technically type A but never actually follow the intricate plans my brain likes to make and opt to stress myself out instead?

hope you're doing okay 🫂🫂

thank you anon <33 I hope you’re doing okay and taking care of yourself

to be honest? I feel very calm right now. I just think that, no matter the outcome, we’re all gonna be okay <3 and I’m not gonna expend extra energy being upset before I even know the full picture. Which is so much easier said than done but somehow that switch got flipped in my brain so.

I think I’ll probably have more to say after george’s statement. I doubt I’ll be this calm forever and it’s likely I will cry again at some point. But that’s okay. It’s all a push and pull, and however you’re feeling about the situation is totally fine and valid.

hm. I don’t think fandom should ever be more of a source of stress than comfort. I know you didn’t ask, but as of right now, I feel like my level of investment in the dream team and related creators is at a very healthy level. Especially compared to how I was in oct ‘22 lol. But as it is, I have other interests I can fall back on. A lot of my creative works have always been about the dsmp characters. My point is that taking a step back whilst this unfolds has been almost surprisingly easy for me. And, honestly, after the first few hours when I was processing everything, I feel pretty level headed about everything.

Anyway, it’s okay to be not okay right now. It’s okay to step back. It’s okay to leave regardless of the outcome because this fandom can be stressful. And if you ever reach a point where that stress isn’t worth the good parts of the fandom? then it’s okay to leave.

okay that’s all I have to say right now sorry for rambling. to anyone who’s reading this: go get a drink of water and be kind to yourself <3

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hi dungeon meshi fandom :]

Trips over my own feet looking at him 👁️👁️