toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
I draw/write for fun :)

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1 year ago
Silence

silence

1 year ago
This Hark! A Vagrant Strip Is Immediately What I Thought Of When I Found Those Letters. I’m Sticking

This Hark! A Vagrant strip is immediately what I thought of when I found those letters. I’m sticking with the hot topic implication bc it’s funnier than finding a faerûnian equivalent for France and bc fantasy hot topic would be fucking fantastic and I want to go there right now.

(The postscript says ‘no homo’ but it is very much homo)

1 year ago
My Main Criticism For Baldurs Gate 3 Is That You Can’t Keep Wreaking Havoc If You Accidentally Polymorph
My Main Criticism For Baldurs Gate 3 Is That You Can’t Keep Wreaking Havoc If You Accidentally Polymorph
My Main Criticism For Baldurs Gate 3 Is That You Can’t Keep Wreaking Havoc If You Accidentally Polymorph

my main criticism for Baldurs Gate 3 is that you can’t keep wreaking havoc if you accidentally polymorph into a cat

1 year ago

He had a bit of a rough landing...

I animated this for fun! I like the idea of spawn Astarion still being able to turn into a bat, it just takes a lot out of him hehehe

1 year ago
Thinking

thinking

1 year ago
1 year ago
Domesticating Your Vampire: A Memoir
Domesticating Your Vampire: A Memoir
Domesticating Your Vampire: A Memoir
Domesticating Your Vampire: A Memoir
Domesticating Your Vampire: A Memoir

domesticating your vampire: a memoir

(beautiful high res version on patre0n)

1 year ago
Cazador Stand-Up Show When?
Cazador Stand-Up Show When?

Cazador Stand-Up show when?

1 year ago
Retro Jujutsu Kaisen 🩸😈 #呪術廻戦    #JJK
Retro Jujutsu Kaisen 🩸😈 #呪術廻戦    #JJK
Retro Jujutsu Kaisen 🩸😈 #呪術廻戦    #JJK
Retro Jujutsu Kaisen 🩸😈 #呪術廻戦    #JJK
Retro Jujutsu Kaisen 🩸😈 #呪術廻戦    #JJK

retro jujutsu kaisen 🩸😈 #呪術廻戦    #JJK

1 year ago

Neil's acceptance speech at The Game Awards for Best Performance as Astarion 🩷

"You're not alone in this. None of us are."

1 year ago
They're So Soft

they're so soft

1 year ago
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)

Based on my experience with those spiders, during my playthrough

1 year ago
This Mans Got Me In A Chokehold Ahahahaaa 🫠
This Mans Got Me In A Chokehold Ahahahaaa 🫠
This Mans Got Me In A Chokehold Ahahahaaa 🫠

This mans got me in a chokehold ahahahaaa 🫠

don't tell him I said that

1 year ago
I Might've Added The BG3 Art Book To My Dnd Assets Stash

I might've added the BG3 Art Book to my dnd assets stash

It' 100% does not have things like the 5e players' handbook + 5e’s character sheet, several gm guides, critical role's explorer's guide to wildmount, baldur's gate and waterdeep city encounters, 101 potions and their effects, volo's guide to monsters, both of xanathar's guides, a bunch of other encounters, one shots, and class builds

In no way are there any pdf’s relating to any wizard who may or may not be residing on any coast

(Edit that I’ve moved the folder to the new link above! So if you catch a different version of this post that link won’t work anymore!)

1 year ago

RESIDENT EVIL VENDETTA SCRIPT

RESIDENT EVIL VENDETTA SCRIPT
1 year ago

I used to really love the first romance scene with Astarion (and I still do) but it hits so much harder after you know why he's doing it. That he's purposefully seducing you for protection and blood, that he's forcing himself to sleep with you, and this is a mask he's wearing.

It's a sexy scene and really feeds into the vampy (pun intended) jump-your-bones version of him you get at the start of the game. The whole thing starts out with him being so confident and suave, saying that he's wanted you ever since he set eyes on you and how you want to be known and tasted. It's like everyone's perfect vampire romance novel.

I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder
I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder

He's laying out the bait that's worked thousands of times over and luring you in. And you can just get right to the kissing if you want.

But, you can also stop and ask him, "And what do you want?"

And for just a moment the mask drops. This is not the same cocky seductive face we've had up until now. This is vulnerability showing. When has anyone asked him what he wants? When has anyone cared? Does he even know the answer to that question?

I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder
I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder

So he pivots. The mask snaps back into place immediately. He turns back into the master seducer and feeds you a line about shared ecstasy to get you back on track.

And then comes what is, to me, the pivotal moment. He asks you "That's what you want, isn't it? To lose yourself in me?"

Looking at his body language he seems unsure at first, maybe questioning his previous tactics. Then he slightly cowers back, lowering himself as he asks the question. The total opposite of his confidence from earlier where he's standing with his arms out wide.

He's not sure what you want anymore. You're not playing by the rules he knows. Why haven't you taken the bait yet? Why haven't you thrown yourself at him?

I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder
I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder
I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder
I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder

And when you finally Nod in agreement, confirming you're here for sex?

This. This is the face he gives you. He just looks so damn sad. To me, it hearkens back to "Of course it'll turn me into a monster. What else did I expect?"

Whatever momentary blip made him question why you're there with him, he's just been reassured about both of your roles in this situation.

He sounds so quietly resigned when he answers: "I thought so."

I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder
I Used To Really Love The First Romance Scene With Astarion (and I Still Do) But It Hits So Much Harder

And then the scene transitions into the actual act. I do like to think Astarion enjoyed himself as I'm sure the PC did, but it's hard for me to watch this scene now that I know his story and history without being uncomfortable.

Just that line "lose yourself in me" is so difficult to hear. Because on paper it's so sensual. Who wouldn't want a lover to feel that way about them? But knowing the context of what Astarion expects and believes in this moment is just... oof.

And to me, this is what makes this scene brilliant. The writing, voice acting, and the mocap/animation are all just SO GOOD. It's so delicately done and Astarion the character is so good at playing a role that you can completely gloss over the deeper stuff. But once the mask is eventually stripped away you can't help but see what was there the whole time.

And as we've established, being seen is a whole aspect of Astarion's romance arc.

I originally romanced Astarion for the same reasons I'm sure most did: he's a hot, sexy vampire elf (i.e. everything that's on the surface). But, I keep coming back to him over and over again for the person I know is waiting for me underneath the mask.

1 year ago
“Leaving A Fang Out Is Vampire Blepping” Lead To “astarion Yawns Like A Cat”

“Leaving a fang out is vampire blepping” lead to “astarion yawns like a cat”

1 year ago
Those Forgotten By The Gods

Those forgotten by the gods

1 year ago
Man Really Got Hit With That Command: Drop Weapon Spell And Is Now Fully Disarmed

Man really got hit with that Command: Drop Weapon spell and is now fully disarmed

1 year ago
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)
toshiiiart - I draw/write for fun :)

i made a self indulgent astarion/tav comic because theres no option to comfort hug him every night

i put it on twitter might as well throw this here too

set after raiding cazador's palace

1 year ago
From That Day On I Was His

from that day on I was his

1 year ago

okay but wyll being extra cautious about relationships in part because mizora's literally spying on his life through the sending stone that is his prosthetic eye.

who wants to expose their lover to that, or risk being vulnerable when you know your abuser is watching your every move? and wyll with his admitted dreamer's heart, getting misty-eyed over mermaids as a boy, brave and generous and warm as a man, seven years under mizora's yoke but still aching for a fairytale romance.... esjfjsk;

1 year ago
I Want My Friends Back. I Don't Want To Be Alone.
I Want My Friends Back. I Don't Want To Be Alone.

I want my friends back. I don't want to be alone.

LOKI 2.05 Science/Fiction

1 year ago
#my Man Was NOT Subtle 🤣😉
#my Man Was NOT Subtle 🤣😉
#my Man Was NOT Subtle 🤣😉

#my man was NOT subtle 🤣😉

+ bonus: message received 😅

#my Man Was NOT Subtle 🤣😉
1 year ago
❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright
❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright
❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright
❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright
❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright
❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright

❗️Quest Update: The Knight's Birthright

1 year ago
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In
My Sister Wanted To Know My Take On Astarion And Tav Possibly Having Kids. I Think It Would Be An In

My sister wanted to know my take on Astarion and Tav possibly having kids. I think it would be an In This Corner Of The World situation where Noah would feel bad for a child begging them for food cos she was orphaned after the ilithid invasion and has been on the streets fending for herself alone. Knowing Noah, he’d feel bad and take her home cos he cant just leave her know he has the ability to help. He decides to raise her as his own despite Astarion’s protests. Astarion grows to adore her eventually after spending more time with her

1 year ago
Sometimes A Family Is Two Dads, The Alien Baby They Forgot In Their Inventory, And 7000 Vampire Spawn

Sometimes a family is two dads, the alien baby they forgot in their inventory, and 7000 vampire spawn unleashed into the Underdark.

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