I just had a first date with someone who got upset because he doesn't like my politics. Even though he agrees with the same values and goals. So, because he couldn't effectively debate about his own positions he finally just yelled at me and called me names. Then he kicked me out of his truck in front of my apartment building. π dating at 45 years old feels stupid. No wonder gave up any hope of companionship and intimacy.
Can I really do this? Again? I barely managed it 20 something years ago. Are blind online connections and toys all I have to look forward? I barely walked away from my divorce with any self-confidence. Not to mention my impoverished self-esteem bank.
GAWD!!! I don't know if I can do this. I need to be touched and caressed, cherished and respected, valued and treasured. Loved.
Good morning, world. Thinking of you today ππ
Mmm...yes, please.
Mmm . . . I can smell you and taste you as you slide down my throat π
Fan-fucking-tastic!!!! Absolutely gorgeous!
βI am weird, you are weird. Everyone in this world is weird. One day two people come together in mutual weirdness and fall in love.β
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I need this in my life. Maybe some day...
A storm is moving in.
there are no coincidences in this lifetime, so if youβre reading this, this message is for you :
you are worthy of deep, soulful, connections and relationships. you are worthy of a life full of love. you are worthy of living a life full of prosperity and abundance. you are worthy of being happy. you are worthy of living the life of your dreams. these are your birthrights! claim your blessings. the life you wish to live is right on the other side of fear. i love you!
affirm with me: I AM WORTHY!