Shifting To Have A Bedroom Of My Own Because I Never Got To Have One In This Reality

aate

hate myself so much. Why can't I get into the fucking void state. I literally have been trying for a year or sum thing sometimes I just wanna fucking jump and kms. but in I don't have the guts to do an of that. Everyone else seems to get into the void state so easily. How can I KnOw that I'm gonna wake up in the void state but then I never do?? People say the void is easy. IT ISNT. I can't help but think of when I will actually get in. What's the set day for me? Never? I keep on having deadlines. Those deadlines come, I STILL DONT GET INTO THE VOID. NEVER. I HAVENT BEEN EVEN FUCKING CLOSE. LIKE WHAT THE HELL, PEOPLE are just like ASSUME YOU WILL GET INTO THE VOID in five minutes well I don't know how to FUCKING ASSUME ???? like I'm probably overfuckingcomplicatinf it and I dunno how to stop. im like is this even real anymore? Are we lying? Is the void state real? Honestly I should just give up and have no friends forever because thus shit is so fucking annoying . evrytime I say IM GONNA GET INTO THE VOID TONIGHT!! AND I BELUVE IT. I KNOW I WILL then I dont??? This has been going on for a month? I don't understand. WHY ME. ughhh idk how to even work on my self concept bc every time I do, I just go back. IS IT SO HARD?? I JS WANNA LIVE MY DREAM LIFE. LIKE...💀 I'm gonna take a break and focus on being happy bc honestly ...

I cannot express the amount of gratitude towards the people who came before me giving birth to their children at just the right time for me to exist in the same timeline as kpop, manifesting and tumblr. I think about thus at least once ever couple months

i will shift before winter break ends😙

WARNING: READ THIS POST FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️

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There is this crazy person on tumblr with the username @jungkookhottestcvmsvcker !!!!!!!!!

DO NOT!!! I REPEAT DO NOT!!!! DO NOT SEND THEM ANYTHING. DO NOT SEND THEM ASKS!!! DO NOT RESPOND UNDER THEIR POSTS!!! DO NOT REPLY TO THEM IF THEY TRY TO INTERACT WITH YOU!!!

She has claimed to enter the void state for people as long as they send her a video of themselves doing inappropriate things!!! She/he/they/it WHOEVER THEY ARE IS A PREDATOR!!!!

Here is PROOF:

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A lot of her victims may be scared and worried right now!!!!

Well don’t be. She CANNOT manifest bad luck for you or ANYONE! She CANNOT expose you! She CANNOT threaten you! Her assumptions DO NOT dictate (control) YOUR reality. She is NOT the God of your reality! Since when would her assumptions control YOUR 3D?!?! That’s ridiculous.

I promise you, there is NOTHING to be scared of. She was only threatening people to get what she wants. No actions will be made upon her threats. I doubt she has even entered the void state. She is a psychopathic attention seeker and a predator.

REPORT AND BLOCK HER ACCOUNT!!! -> @jungkookhottestcvmsvcker

+ REMINDER!!!

If you are someone who has entered the void state “because” of her, it was YOUR assumption that got you there. Nobody can assume for your reality against your own will. And that’s exactly why she cannot manifest anything bad towards you. Even if she tried, she would not succeed!!!

YOU are the one with the power. If someone has ever manifested for you to enter the void state it was because you assumed it would work. You believed it would and it did. It had NOTHING to do with anyone’s assumptions other than yours!!!

WHOEVER SEES THIS!! REBLOG IT PLEASE!!! SPREAD AWARENESS!!!

Hugs and comfort for anyone who has been disturbed by her:

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Everything is going to be okay.

Uncommon Bed Sharing Prompts/AUs:

We started off in different beds but I sometimes sleepwalk and ended up in yours and I'm just as confused as you.

You were too lazy to set up your bed earlier when I told you to and now you've fallen asleep in mine while I wasn't looking, and it's already so late I don't wanna have to set up another bed

There was only one spare room and those kinda scary owners were already nice enough to let us stay so suck it up because I'm not complaining to them as I want to live

Your hurt and I'm too worried about you to leave your side for a while but then accidentally fall asleep in the same bed and you just so happen to wake up first and wait I can explain-

There is another bed, but it's literally dangerous (falling apart, infested with bugs, ect)

We're going camping and you tried to be funny and scared me but I jumped back into a puddle and now my sleeping bag is soaking wet you jerk

Were both looking after a young kid who has nightmares and has insisted on sleeping with both of us to feel safe, which means we now have to sleep together

Were sleeping in a haunted house after losing a bet and you're not scared but I'm terrified move over I can't sleep alone

We were watching a movie and I fell asleep and fell over onto you so you try to move me to bed but I'm holding onto your shirt too tight and won't let go.

There are actually two beds, but due to the small size of the room, we had to push them together and apparently I move a lot in my sleep.

There's actually 2 beds but there's only 1 blanket and it's cold

Before going to sleep you came over to sit on my bed so we could talk quietly about whatever but we both ended up falling asleep

We lost a stupid bet.

There's only 1 bed and I thought I'd be fine sleeping on the floor but it turns out its really hard and uncomfortable and you are already asleep so maybe I can just slip in next to you without you knowing as long as I wake up first

This is a treehouse of course there isn't enough room for more than 1 blow-up mattress

This is a cave of course there isn't enough room for more than 1 blow-up mattress

Your just an idiot who forgot their bedroll

Prompt credit is appreciated <3

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

some enemies to lovers kiss prompts

this one was requested to me… it was a little harder since enemies to lovers kisses are a little more plot specific but i did try! feel free to use <3

enemies to lovers post here.

“listen, let’s just forget about it.” “you mean forget about when we k—” “STOP.”

that split second before they kiss and they mentally ask themselves if this is about to happen but whoops their brain checked out hours ago and they’re about to kiss the person they hate more than anything

they haven’t talked about the first kiss they had— it was a small mistake, won’t happen again, the heat of the moment caught up to them and they still hate each other— but then suddenly there’s this moment for whatever [plot] reason and they’re gravitating towards one another and suddenly their lips are slipping over each others’

they’re teasing each other when one character goes “then kiss me” and is surprised that the other character actually does it

they’re playing a competitive game, whether it be a sport or for gym class or whatever, and while hiding, the sexual tension rises n boom they’re kissing

blurted confessions before the kiss

“yeah and it’s my fault for liking someone who—” cut off by a kiss

they’re alone in a room together in general because whew this makes for some incredible sexual tension

alternatively, they’re in a room full of people and somehow only register each other’s presence… one character sneaks away and the other follows and after a little banter they kiss in seclusion

“oh God.” “[name]…” “we just— kissed, oh God. i’m gonna be sick.”

“did you just…” “kiss my mortal enemy?… i think yes.”

“what are you thinking?” “i’m thinking i want to ask to kiss you. and i’m thinking i just did.”

ARGUING!!!!! then a heated “kiss me.” and suddenly their hands are all over each other

ALMOST KISSESSSSS!! its #that moment when they both know it’s about to happen, and God they don’t even care— but then they hear footsteps, or hear someone call them, or the phone buzzes, and the moment is gone like it never existed

“i… your lips.” “[unintelligible noises].”

that specific moment when they’re both stunned at the kiss, not only stunned that they let it happen but stunned that they don’t regret it at all

the aftermath. you as a writer need to decide if they’re going to acknowledge that it happened or going to pretend it didn’t and create more drama!!

tips

it doesn’t really matter the kiss as long as it shows not only their past and pent up anger but pent up sexual tension. it shouldn’t be something they’ve been thinking of outwardly, but something they’ve been actively trying not to think about, something they’ve been trying dearly to avoid. after all, they hate each other. so that moment when they first kiss should really solidify that “oh, i’m totally screwed” thought because they realize that the overwhelming urge to kiss their enemy didn’t just “come over” them, it was there all along.

most of all just have fun! silly kiss scenes or ones that give us second hand embarrassment are very very fun and unique. make it specific to your characters, to heighten their relationship as well!

Thats oomf

Do y’all watch a movie see someone from your dr and like

some enemies to lovers kiss prompts

this one was requested to me… it was a little harder since enemies to lovers kisses are a little more plot specific but i did try! feel free to use <3

enemies to lovers post here.

“listen, let’s just forget about it.” “you mean forget about when we k—” “STOP.”

that split second before they kiss and they mentally ask themselves if this is about to happen but whoops their brain checked out hours ago and they’re about to kiss the person they hate more than anything

they haven’t talked about the first kiss they had— it was a small mistake, won’t happen again, the heat of the moment caught up to them and they still hate each other— but then suddenly there’s this moment for whatever [plot] reason and they’re gravitating towards one another and suddenly their lips are slipping over each others’

they’re teasing each other when one character goes “then kiss me” and is surprised that the other character actually does it

they’re playing a competitive game, whether it be a sport or for gym class or whatever, and while hiding, the sexual tension rises n boom they’re kissing

blurted confessions before the kiss

“yeah and it’s my fault for liking someone who—” cut off by a kiss

they’re alone in a room together in general because whew this makes for some incredible sexual tension

alternatively, they’re in a room full of people and somehow only register each other’s presence… one character sneaks away and the other follows and after a little banter they kiss in seclusion

“oh God.” “[name]…” “we just— kissed, oh God. i’m gonna be sick.”

“did you just…” “kiss my mortal enemy?… i think yes.”

“what are you thinking?” “i’m thinking i want to ask to kiss you. and i’m thinking i just did.”

ARGUING!!!!! then a heated “kiss me.” and suddenly their hands are all over each other

ALMOST KISSESSSSS!! its #that moment when they both know it’s about to happen, and God they don’t even care— but then they hear footsteps, or hear someone call them, or the phone buzzes, and the moment is gone like it never existed

“i… your lips.” “[unintelligible noises].”

that specific moment when they’re both stunned at the kiss, not only stunned that they let it happen but stunned that they don’t regret it at all

the aftermath. you as a writer need to decide if they’re going to acknowledge that it happened or going to pretend it didn’t and create more drama!!

tips

it doesn’t really matter the kiss as long as it shows not only their past and pent up anger but pent up sexual tension. it shouldn’t be something they’ve been thinking of outwardly, but something they’ve been actively trying not to think about, something they’ve been trying dearly to avoid. after all, they hate each other. so that moment when they first kiss should really solidify that “oh, i’m totally screwed” thought because they realize that the overwhelming urge to kiss their enemy didn’t just “come over” them, it was there all along.

most of all just have fun! silly kiss scenes or ones that give us second hand embarrassment are very very fun and unique. make it specific to your characters, to heighten their relationship as well!