Tracysub - Kneeling Is Feeling

She does it because she wants to…not because she has to. You cannot force desire or devotion.

Goals

it is in my blood to obey…

it is in my blood to crave for his strengh…

it is in my blood to be near him….

it is in my blood to moan under his body…

it is in my blood that my body feels empty without being filled….

it is in my blood that my mind feels empty without him…

it is in my blood to feel secure in his arms after he hurt and used me….

it isn’t in my blood to fight against my nature….

and sometimes it is hard to accept my nature… and in these moments… it’s only his warmth and his soft smile… which rescues me….

It was always his words that made her wettest

Mantra

A Mantra is a positive affirmation, a reminder of what I should be thinking or feeling.

Long before I was given any other task, My Master @prostatorgasm gave me a Mantra to be said multiple times daily. It was: “I am my Master’s, I am owned by him, I am worthy, I love him and he loves me”. This is a Mantra that I still to this day repeat often to myself. It reminds me that I am his, I am worthy and loved.

Mantras have been used regularly in our relationship, a way of bringing me back to calm, to bring me back to my centre and remind me that I am where I need to be.

Some Mantras have been about my lack of self-esteem, some have been about body image, some have been more of a punishment to put bring me back to him but all given with love and respect.

I had a Submissive contact me, she was struggling with the fact that it isn’t easy to find a worthy Dominant she saw the length of time it was taking as a negative. I suggested to her that every hour she say to herself: “waiting is not a punishment or a curse, it is a gift allowing me the grace to find the right man for me”. When I suggested it I had no idea if she would actually do it or not, the next morning the very first message I received was from her saying that it had bought her peace and perspective.

When I am facing a big meeting with powerful men, I remind myself through a mantra to “sit up straight, look him in the eye, you are just as powerful as he is!” or when I have had a bad day, if I leave the office I remind myself to “don’t look at the ground, head up shoulders back walk with confidence.”

Yes my Master gives me Mantras and therefore strength, but you absolutely can give yourself Mantras to give yourself strength.

“You’ll understand why storms are named after people.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald