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what if

What if I closed my eyes, imagining you’re here?

What if I hold all our memories, never far, always near?

What if I am captivated by your charming ways and ties?

What if this is the one connection that forever lives, never to die?

What if I take a leap of faith, will you catch me if I should fall?

What if I overthink, become frightened, will you climb over that wall?

What if I kissed your lips, learning your taste by heart?

What if I let my guard down, not afraid of love tearing me apart?

What if I let myself listen to your soul’s mesmerizing song?

What if I finally realized, I am finally where I belong?

Mantra

A Mantra is a positive affirmation, a reminder of what I should be thinking or feeling.

Long before I was given any other task, My Master @prostatorgasm gave me a Mantra to be said multiple times daily. It was: “I am my Master’s, I am owned by him, I am worthy, I love him and he loves me”. This is a Mantra that I still to this day repeat often to myself. It reminds me that I am his, I am worthy and loved.

Mantras have been used regularly in our relationship, a way of bringing me back to calm, to bring me back to my centre and remind me that I am where I need to be.

Some Mantras have been about my lack of self-esteem, some have been about body image, some have been more of a punishment to put bring me back to him but all given with love and respect.

I had a Submissive contact me, she was struggling with the fact that it isn’t easy to find a worthy Dominant she saw the length of time it was taking as a negative. I suggested to her that every hour she say to herself: “waiting is not a punishment or a curse, it is a gift allowing me the grace to find the right man for me”. When I suggested it I had no idea if she would actually do it or not, the next morning the very first message I received was from her saying that it had bought her peace and perspective.

When I am facing a big meeting with powerful men, I remind myself through a mantra to “sit up straight, look him in the eye, you are just as powerful as he is!” or when I have had a bad day, if I leave the office I remind myself to “don’t look at the ground, head up shoulders back walk with confidence.”

Yes my Master gives me Mantras and therefore strength, but you absolutely can give yourself Mantras to give yourself strength.

“The vigor, the fire, that enables you to love and create. When you’ve lost that, you’ve lost everything.”

— Simone de Beauvoir, tr. by Justin O’Brien, from “The Woman Destroyed,”