Excuse Me While I Ramble About Yahya X Gosha For A Moment Here…

Excuse me while I ramble about Yahya x Gosha for a moment here…

- Gosha is the most gentle, sweetest and compassionate carnivore Yahya ever knew. Even after thirty some years of separation and resenting him for leaving, Yahya still has feelings for Gosha.

- Yahya isn’t good at expressing love. He feels love but it’s difficult for him to show it or say that he loves someone because he’s afraid of being close with someone-believing his status as Beastar will put them in danger or that he might drive them away.

- Yahya puts on a cold, hard exterior but he’s broken and sad deep down inside and he will never admit it or let anyone see that side of him.

- Gosha’s love language is hugging and hand holding. He can kiss but, due to trauma surrounding Toki’s death, he prefers not to.

- Gosha is not immune to feeling sad or angry about society. He’s faced discrimination all his life as a venomous carnivore. But he doesn’t dwell on it because he just doesn’t have the energy to do so.

- The only thing Gosha wants in life is to be happy and see his family happy and safe.

- Yahya has never felt strong feelings for anyone before Gosha. The concept of love and intimacy is both beautiful and terrifying to him. He can imitate it but he’ll shut down if he genuinely feels something.

- Yahya’s expression of gratitude is usually money, sweet treats, and special deals (clearing records, pardons, etc). Expressing love is harder but he’ll make it something you’d really love.