im just spilling this to the void. i had a tonic clonic seizure day. i hate my friends i hate my doctors i hate everyone who doesn’t take me seriously i hate my body i hate this i hate this i hate this. scariest fucking thing ever
wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now
my sleep deprived eeg on April 21st 2021 will show epileptiform abnormalities
i had a kidney biopsy. there were like 13 people in the room. giant needle through my back 6 times. they only got 4 samples. they missed twice. lmao. im out of the hospital now,but whole thing was scary af. idk when im getting the results
I die from suffocation for a little while every single time I am confronted with the plethora of regrets of my past.
the lovers & the star
My era rn is uncategorizable. The the way I am living is unheard of
My new method to avoid eye contact is a low cut top and a push-up bra.
Love letter from 1913 that opens up to form an art gallery.
i’m a very kind and loving person but also i have a lot of rage and i just want to kill and maim people all the time. but other than that very kind and loving.
I was sexually Assaukted for 4 th time I’m still drunk + high god . And guy who did it last 2 times just watched it happen idk why I would expect him to do anything but it hurt. Like physically like it felt like a mammogram he was squeezing so hard it hurt so bad. It felt like joint arthritis lupus pain but kn boobs. And I yelled because it hurt and he was lik STFU any girlfriend will here: OI BTW THIS IS ALSO GUY WHO GAVE ME ANOREFIW IN 9TH GRADE THROGIH RELENTLESS BULLYINY. But he told me tonight he developed bulimia after he face me anoriedia . I m spelling so bad I’ll just stop. But it hurt