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Midnight burger season finale

SPOILERSSSSS

THAT ENDING? WITH CASPER? AND EVERYONE???

The last message the gang gave 😭

This show is a literal masterpiece, I HAVE to say something. I'm so excited to see them again later this year! Guess we'll see them at 6

Evolution of Akutagawa's eyes through the arcs

Chuuya needs a break

honestly, after reading the newest chapter of the fifteen manga it makes me so sad how Chuuya is treated after everything. They don’t even show an ounce of remorse. also you can’t convince me that this photo

Was not inspired by this

Absolute betrayed displayed here. Seeing that expression immediately made me remember this painting. Both the same expression.😢

#dazai is so complex I swear. Just want him to be happy at this point.

Oda and Dazai do not have a father/son relationship

After reading Dark Era and the other two light novels where their relationship is expanded upon, I took some time to think about why exactly Dazai valued his friendship with Oda so much.

I think that because Dazai has this extreme immunity to the human experience, his friendship to Oda was something extremely special to him. Not because he saw him as a father figure, not owing to the fact that he saw him as someone who was on his level of intellect, or because Oda knew and understood everything about him. He was his friend, simple as that.

Dazai is someone who can't be understood and in return he is someone who can't connect to the world around him. In my opinion, having this normalcy of just talking to someone and not even necessarily being 'best friends' or 'soul mates' was a blessing to Dazai. This is also why I firmly believe calling it a father/son relationship would be a mischaracterization.

In an Interview, Asagiri noted that he described Dazai as "an unworldly being with a mental age of 2000 years." to staff working on BSD. I think a bond, that can situationally be as shallow and, to Dazai, as meaningless and abstract as a familial bond is something that he can't experience in a way that others would.

Friendship, in that sense, is less defined and I think it better describes their relationship as a whole

.....What in the actual world was chapter 114.5?????

I mean we all knew fyodor was gonna be alive but at what cost??

BRAM DYING!??!?!?

Dazai is under the most stress rn, I feel so bad for him.

(Also fukuzawa protecting Aya :>)

It already has writing cause I posted it on Pinterest and don't know how to add text-

ANYWAYS- has anyone else noticed this? Like, who is that outside??? Plus the cranes???

That bad luck ran through Tyler and himself- *cough cough*

it’s aidens fault they’re in the phantom world actually

Idk. I personally love mint, but I know some people don't like the taste of it. so I'm just guessing your one of them. Is it right?

Two Truths and a Lie!

Rules: Share two truths and one lie about yourself, tag five people to guess your lie and to share their own, make sure to guess the lie of the person who tagged you!

and 🤔 mmm I wanna guess that 3, you never went to music festivals, is your lie? I’m real tempted to say 2, but even smart people can repeat grades for one reason or another. Ohh I love this game, though I’m pretty bad at guessing games. I got tagged by@de-sire-blog

Now mine, which I had a lot of trouble coming up with xD

1. I used to get into lots of trouble for fighting and what not in school because anger issues~

2. I was basically raised at renaissance fair for how often my parents and I attended from my birth until I was about 6-7.

3. I once had plans to become a musician and/or actor until I realized my social anxiety was way too terrible, so I settled for doing art instead.

Tagging, but no pressure ~ @thebattlehamster @miss-bibbles @jegulus-trash @clifford-thebigreddog

I wanna say 3 cause I can see you hating mint, and I think red is your fav due to you pfp

1) I actually know archery and had classes

2) I know how to play piano

3) I've been to the Bahamas

@hangesextra @ckjbun @incorrectbungoustraydogs + anyone else!

Two Truths and a Lie!

Rules: Share two truths and one lie about yourself, tag five people to guess your lie and to share their own, make sure to guess the lie of the person who tagged you!

and 🤔 mmm I wanna guess that 3, you never went to music festivals, is your lie? I’m real tempted to say 2, but even smart people can repeat grades for one reason or another. Ohh I love this game, though I’m pretty bad at guessing games. I got tagged by@de-sire-blog

Now mine, which I had a lot of trouble coming up with xD

1. I used to get into lots of trouble for fighting and what not in school because anger issues~

2. I was basically raised at renaissance fair for how often my parents and I attended from my birth until I was about 6-7.

3. I once had plans to become a musician and/or actor until I realized my social anxiety was way too terrible, so I settled for doing art instead.

Tagging, but no pressure ~ @thebattlehamster @miss-bibbles @jegulus-trash @clifford-thebigreddog

England

Im bored

name a country for every letter 

…

Angola

How dare you put me in this position. I will come after your knees for this-

Reblog if you're shorter than 5'8.

Yo, this is Soo cool!

I'm a Gemini! So therefore be blessed with Dazai Osamu, and Beautiful Marco Bott

Hi humanz!! I wanna start a loop-

Reblog and post 2 anime characters who has the same zodiac as u^^

Imma Gemini :,)

Tagging : @little-bi-biscuit @chyanakahara @boombboi @itsthatbatch @miss-akutagawa @thechuuya @fake-x @maxbot-was-here @thehottestmess @expansive-sense and anyone who sees this his and wanna join^^

Ok who the hell does this? Please never tell anyone to kill themselves as a joke cause guess what? IT ISNT FUNNY.

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

Know that you guys are never alone!

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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Masks:

A mean of protection

Masks are to protect others from something you might have.

Masks are a covering of the face.

Everyone wears one whether they know it or not.

A mask is a mean of protection

Everyone has multiple masks

They wear one to protect others from your true self.

For if they take it off, they will never recover.

A mask is a mean of protection.

Everyone wears one whether they know it or not.

Those who do not know may never know it, for it is now a part of them.

Those who know it is forever lost in the labyrinth of masks and shall never find themselves again.

A mask is a mean of protection.

A mask is a covering of the face.

Masks are to protect others fro your true self.

Masks

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

Garden of Words

How beautiful the flowers, blossoming in spring, and withering in winter just to be reborn again. 

   How I wish to learn the language of such flowers, and the beauty within them.

Roses, Lilacs, and Camillias, can such flowers express my love to you?

  Surely these flowers in my throat shall choke me before I even have the chance to speak.

 Oh how I wish you felt the same way about me.

   Instead I wallow in self-pity, gasping for air everytime I see you.

Surely, Cyclamen and yellow carnations fits me better.

   For who shall ever love me with the understanding of these flowers.

If only my flower language could of been flowers of Roses, Lilacs, and Camillias, maybe then you could cure me of such a love sickness.

  If only I knew how to speak in the language of flowers, maybe then I could express my feelings in the

Garden of Words.  

-Unkown

This poem I wrote is my favorite, and felt the need to share it! :D