i know it still hurts that you’ll never get an apology from them. so i’ll be the one to apologize to you. i’m sorry they didn’t value your kindness. i’m sorry you feel embarrassed and ashamed. i’m sorry people lie. i’m sorry someone preyed on your vulnerabilities. i’m sorry they tainted the concept of love for you. i’m sorry they didn’t respect your boundaries. i’m sorry you kept quiet just to keep the peace. i’m sorry you feel used. i’m sorry for all of it.
"why would you like to apply for environmenal studies?"
because ecoterrorist Ronan Lynch would want me to help protect the environment wdym that's not a sufficient answer?
“Ronan gave in to the brief privilege of hating himself, as he always did in church. There was something satisfying about acknowledging this hatred, something relieving about this little present he allowed himself each Sunday.” thinking about him every day
“Adam lived in an apartment located above the office of St. Agnes Catholic Church, a fortuitous combination that focused most of the objects of Ronan's worship into one downtown block.”
need me a freak like Ronan actually
That’s it, I’m going to [remembers suicide jokes aren’t good for my mental health] dream you the world. something new for every night.
you are made of dreams, and this world is not for you
i'm gonna rip my heart out ok.
THESE ARE MAKING ME GO INSANE. GANSEY IN HIS POLOS!!! BLUE HOLDING THE BOOKS!! BLUE AND GANSEY HEIGHT DIFFERENCE!! THEM HOLDING THE ROPE!! HINTS OF ADAM AND RONAN
no bc you guys andrew let aaron drive the mas. aaron was driving the mas. not renee or nicky.
slithered here from eden just to wait outside your workplace to drive you home and feel like a wild chimpanzee on a sugar high when you flirt with my bald ass. or however the song goes