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I’m sorry but this is seriously all I could think of when this happened lol

I love Bigby!

“ Just Friends, huh “

i swear i’ve read this in like a thousand different fanfics before

When you hear someone mention one of your ship in public

hank anderson used to be a killer dungeons and dragons dungeon master and so one day when connor finds the evidence of old forgotten dnd characters he bugs hank until he explains the game

hours later connor is playing a one person campaign and won’t stop being nice to the trolls guarding the potion he needs to save his village

“Connor, for fucks sake, roll for an attack!”

“Reasoning with the trolls seems like a better method of gaining the potion.”

“CONNOR”

Can I mention how slowly Cas touches Dean?

How slowly he puts out his hand, always giving him enough time to pull away if he doesnt feel safe.

No matter what, it’s always slow movements.

He holds his hand up, letting Dean know what he’s about to do.

Or he puts his hand somewhere unthreatening, like his shoulder.

He wants Dean to feel safe around him, because, as Dean constantly forgets, he’s an angel. An all mighty, cosmic being that could rip him into shreds with a snap of his fingers. He doesn’t want Dean to be scared of him. It’s his way of holding up his hands and surrendering, moving carefully to prove that he won’t hurt him.

I’m crying over how careful he is not to break dean someone help me

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Depressed Again

Soooo yep. Here I am again.

Okay, I ship Phan, but this isn't about romance and crap. I re-watched some Dan and Phil videos and the way Dan looks at Phil got me.

Not because I was like:

"Omfg they are amazing together you can see him stare with love fkwvlsvslabsksv d's kqkabd"

I do, do that, but this was different. You can literally see the 'care' in his eyes for Phil, even if they're joking around. You can take it in a romance or friendship way.

I just broke.

I started to cry at fucking 4:17 am with no sleep, because I feel like no one will look at me that way. I'm not talking about how your family cares for you, or how your best friend loves you (in a platonic way), but with 'care.'

I feel alone in my head. Like "Freeze your Brain" from Heathers.

"Shatter your skull fight pain with more pain. Forget who you are, unburden your load. Forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road. When the voice in your head says 'you're better off dead,' don't open a vein."

I don't know, I'm not good with emotions. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I bottle my emotions up and help other people to avoid my internal war/battle.

So, if you ever, and I mean EVER, find someone who looks at you with care and understanding, even if it's in a friendship or romantic way, don't lose that. If you lose it, you may never see it again.

All my love goes out to the people who read this, and to @danielhowell and @amazingphil for making my world a happier brighter place.

💙