How Did Your Autumn Go Like?

I got a lust for life

Trough My sadness, trough my pain trough my bleeding heart, i felt a bit of numbness on the wound , i felt it slither among everything else and for the first time ever, i let it spread

when hozier said "the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you" and when halsey said "i know i've only felt religion when i've lied with you" and when sappho said "in the crooks of your body i find my religion" and then when rf kuang said "she's the only divine thing he ever believed in"

late nights, journals filled with tears, us on the balcony talking while time passes, while we're waiting for our death, while we're waiting for the next eclipse, while life drains out of us in a gigantic sandglass, somewhere on the beautifull street of our lives there is a tree with our names carved on it <33

my chlotes are dirty, my eyeliner is messy, my hair a dark void, my eyes are empty, my life an open book and i think this is the worst chapter

┏┓ ┃┃╱╲ in ┃╱╱╲╲ this ╱╱╭╮╲╲house ▔▏┗┛▕▔ we stan ╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲ ✨alice oseman✨ ╱╱┏┳┓╭╮┏┳┓ ╲╲ ▔▏┗┻┛┃┃┗┻┛▕▔

Sometimes i think that i'm my worst enemy and my worst mistake

🖤Everything Is embarrassing🖤