Jumpscare: I Was Scrolling Through My Gallery And Found A Pic Of Me 10kg Heavier And In Gym Clothes.

me, 44 hours into a fast, seeing a bulimic patient and after the appointment my colleagues were talking about how eating disorders are so sad, especially when someone relapses a lot, and i just stood at the corner like ...yeah... terrible.. so sad !

Just so you guys know, this is me when I get a notification from a moot.

People on 3d tumblr are so sweet <3

today i weighted exactly 52kg but my mind isn't letting me believe that i hit my gw2 like i'm 1395% sure that my scale is wrong.

🎀 17.10 food log 🎀

• post workout:

150ml of skimmed milk and 15g of white chocolate flavored protein powder (120kcal and 16g of protein)

total: 120kcal and 16g of protein

i am not like y’all , i will open tumblr in public without a second thought . if you’re invading my privacy by looking at my phone , i will scar you in return

I treasure our mutualship

my mom and my dad started telling me almost everyday that i'm too skinny and it's beginning to look ugly skinny so i should stop losing weight

i keep telling them that i'm a med student so i'm losing in a healthy way and they shouldn't be concerned anymore bc whats in the past is in the past (my diagnosis) but i know i'm not healthy but i want to lose more weight (i'm not ""ugly skinny"" i'm just fat) idk

everything is fine it's not much to handle but idk

Welcome 🎀 TW: ana blog

Hey, my name is Ana and i'm a 23 years old med student obsessed with pilates. I was previously diagnosed as ana when i was 16y, i was in recovery for the last 5 years but i just couldn't/didn't want to maintain it anymore.

Fav books: hothouse flower by lucinda riley and a spy in the house of love by anaïs nin

Fav music: jazz, pop and house music

Stats under the cut <3

Height: 155cm / 5"0' CW: 49.75kg / 109.67lbs

SW: 57.8kg / 127.4lbs

HW: 63.8kg / 140.6lbs

LW: 43kg / 94.79lbs

gw1: 55kg / 121.25lbs ✅️

gw2: 52kg / 114.64lbs ✅️

gw3: 50kg / 110.23lbs ✅️

gw4: 47kg / 103.61lbs

gw5: 45kg / 99.2lbs

🎀 23.10 food log 🎀

• lunch:

110g of chicken breast, 40g of carrots, 55g of broccoli (190kcal and 34g of protein) and 10g of chocolate for desert (50kcal and 1g of protein)

total: 240kcal and 35g of protein

Petition to call brain fogs "an0rexic sleepies"