I'm The Type Of Person Who Plans Their Relapse

🎀 31.10 food log 🎀

• lunch:

130g of papaya (56kcal)

• pre work out:

palm heart pie and an espresso - they gave me a sugar cookie but i didn't eat it (204kcal and 5g of protein)

• dinner:

100g of frozen strawberries and 25g of white chocolate flavored protein powder - 15g for the ice cream and 10g for the cream on top, i mixed it with water and it tastes amazing (137kcal and 20g of protein)

total: 397kcal and 25g of protein

• exercises:

i'm back from my bestie's house 💗💗 merry Christmas, everyone 🎄✨️

🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️

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“i must be faking this for attention” thinks the girl who isn’t even telling anyone about it

i will have this, i will look like this, god shes so BEAUTIFUL

me, 44 hours into a fast, seeing a bulimic patient and after the appointment my colleagues were talking about how eating disorders are so sad, especially when someone relapses a lot, and i just stood at the corner like ...yeah... terrible.. so sad !

i got t worded 😭 i only had 88 followers ugh

i thought i was sooo low profile

All my problems will be solved once I'm under 40kgs

my omad <3

100g of frozen strawberries and 15g of chocolate flavored protein powder (96kcal and 21g of protein)

🎀 15.10 food log 🎀

↳ i forgot to post the last days..

• lunch:

3 homemade chicken meatballs, 68g of carrots, 25g of broccoli (126kcal and 20g of protein)

• snack:

40g of cottage cheese (37kcal and 5g of protein)

• dinner:

strawberry protein ice cream - 140g of frozen strawberries processed with 20g of white chocolate flavored protein powder (130kcal and 16g of protein)

total: 293kcal and 41g of protein